Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

yesterday i went somewhere with his friends. it was awesome like i said previously. but dat's not the main topic here. semalam saya gi jalan-jalan kat teluk batik. then saya cakap kt AA, rasa macam nak makan bufet. then tanya orang tu tanya orang ni, dorang suma setuju nak makan kat bufet. jenuh kitorang pusing-pusing kat lumut tu sebab nak cari bufet. yang tau jalan kat sekitar tu pun, AA ja. yang len semua ikutt ja..termasuk lah saya.tukang drive nya.  pusing punya pusing,sampai sudah tak jumpak.sedih gak la taim tu sebab hajat nak makan bufet tak kesampaian. las-las AA ajak gi makan ikan bakar je.takpelah.ikan bakar pun okay apa.bukan selalu pun dapat makan. (dalam kepala otak asyik fikir nak makan sotong jer) so kitorang pun gi lah kat restoran yang AA cakapkan tu.tengok-tengok, kat kedai dekat dengan restoran tu, ada buat bufet...... weehooooo.. seronok tak terkata. menu dia memang bes-bes. terliur lak bila pikir balik.  datang memang niat nak makan.denga...

there's a time in your life where you really really need to escape. i feel like that too. when i cannot be around the 'people', i need to escape. i need a time on my own. i need a place where no one knows i have gone to. and that, that was last weekend. i went to a place where nobody knows where i was, except for friends who stayed with me there of course. i did told someone. the closest one to me. the one i know i can trust. the one who would listen to all my problems without judging me. the one who really can understand me very well. i told her where i was. just in case, you know~ but i did not know that there's two friends who were worried about me. i am truly sorry for making you worried. she texted me asking me where i was. that's just kind of her. that's why i love her more. it's not that i won't reply you, you know. if only you ask~ so, last weekend was an escape. it was wonderful but tiring. i can put my mind at ease and sorts all th...

first of all, nak ucap selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa di bulan ramadhan! hehe.. happy ramadhan kawan-kawan. :) here is the menu for today's break fast. hehe..  1) nasi putih 2) tomyam daging 3) sotong celup tepung 4) sambal udang (mak punya masakan) 5) air tembikai.. awesome kan?  kenyang sangat-sangat tadi. syukur Alhamdulillah.rezeki hari ni. walaupun sekarang rasa sangat letih tapi berbaloi semuanya.  happy fasting.. :') 

kalau dulu sibuk nak jadi pharmacist sebab angan-angan nak kahwin dengan doktor. tapi disebabkan dah nak kahwin dengan cikgu, saya terus suka nak jadi cikgu. balik sekolah sama-sama. lunch dinner lagi lagi breakfast kompem sama-sama. sweet kan? hehe. 

wedding!! oh yeah. today's topic is wedding. every girl dreams of a beautiful wedding with a beautiful wedding dress ya know. dengan kerawang-kerawang dan kain kompem labuh sampaikan nak sapu semua habuk-habuk serta sampah sarap yang berada di lantai. baju mesti lah nak vera wang punya lah kan. tak men la local-local fashion designer nih. hamboihh!!! memang banyak duit laki saya kan nak belikan saya vera wang seketul.  yerp2, memang saya tak boleh lari dengan benda-benda camni bila usia dah mencecah 20-an. -.-'  vera wang tuh! gorgeous! i am talking about the dress not the girl.the girl is kate hudson.  tapi sebelum tu. i need to do a self-reflection on my own.  am i ready to be a wife to my husband? mentally memang la cam dah redi giler. kalau boleh besok pun dah nak pergi ketuk pintu rumah tok kadi.  so, i am the urged of asking these questions to myself: 1) am i good cook? okay, i might not be good at cooking but at leas...

imma big big fan of chocolate. but not that i make chocolate as my daily routine food. look at the price!! haha. the cheap ones, never taste good. so, i must buy the expensive one. it feels all worth it while eating them. my current addiction is dark chocolate. thanks to my dearly friend who introduces this choc to me. now i am a crazy fan of dark chocolate. it has different taste, unlike milk chocolate. the bitterness in the chocolate is so sweet~ oh, you may never understand it unless you also are enjoying eating it. :')  i bought hershey's dark chocolate! but not this one. awesome feeling even though there is not enough money to eat! hehe

hi everyone. how you're doing? this one is just a quick one.  there's a junior i know at my college. a very cute one i must say. she and i are very awkward to be around each other. last week, we went for benchmarking at five IPGs. of course, in the small number of people during the benchmarking thing, we tend to meet each other's eyes. and i must say, it was very very very awkward to me. every time our eyes met, i was wondering, should i smile or should i just look away? that's the thing that had been on my mind every time i looked at her. well, she's just too adorable to not look at. teehee.. 

morning everyone. it is still early in the morning. i woke up at 3am. i am just doing my work because last night was so tiring. so i was off to bed early.  there's a friend of mine, she is a person who love to keep everything by herself. whenever she is sad, she will never tell why she is crying or maybe she did tell someone but that person was not me. hehe.  i want to be like that. take all my sadness and problems away from people. you know, sometimes girls are just being too sensitive even about little things. but, that is just defining them more as girls, don't you think. don't blame them, they have this hormone changing every month. so, there will be times when girls feel sad and sensitive to all kinds of things. i am included in this cycle too. so there are times when i feel sensitive to all kinds of things.  i am an expresser. i love to express myself. i say what i want to say and it is bad sometimes. sometimes when i make a reflection upon my act, i ...

i'm awake now. but when i look at my bed and my pillows, i'm starting to think how nice it would be if i crawl onto it and curl myself on it, hugging my warm pillow.. this is so disturbing my mind. well, i don't really watch football because it is not my thing. i watch it only if i feel like doing so. anyway, i'm starting to write about crappy things here. so i better stop. wanna make a hot chocolate drink. want some? :')