forget everything
tonight, i'm gonna forget everything. the past, let it be in the past. yes, da nekad nih. moga Allah permudahkan. insyaAllah. amiin. pray for me.
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tak jadi balik malam ni. :) :(
tadi masa kuar teman shiron anta makanan kat orang, ayah kol. beliau cakap nak datang ambil malam ni. *barang tak kemas lagi* then, kol la ayah balik, nak confirm kan situasi. kalau beliau nak ambil malam ni, nak kemas-kemas lah barang. tapi tak jadi, sebab ayah cakap dia penat and tak dak sapa nak teman. beliau amik aku esok pagi saja. hehe. dalam hati gembira la jugak sebab malas sangat-sangat nak kemas baju. lagipun, sebenarnya nak lepak dengan sayang dulu. sayang yang sorang ni lambat balik sebab dia ada keja. since housemate-housemate dia pon suma dah balik, dia pon nak mai tidoq umah aku. :) tu yang hepi sangat tu. oh ya, jangan salah faham lak. sayang I tu perempuan yer. kenapa panggil dia sayang? mula-mula sebab niat nak mengusik, tapi lama-lama kitorang jadi rapat n dah jadi selesa panggil dia camtu. hehe.. malam ni dapat la lepak ngan dia sebelum bermulanya tahun 2012. insyaAllah. ni dia tanya kitorang nak makan pizza ke tak. *just sebab kitorang cakap u ...
miss u
i miss my friend, my best friend actually, TIKAH !! I MISS U! huhu.. dah lama tak mesej ngan hang. dua2 sibuk. *eh yaka? tikah, comel tak? hehe. bg aku comey! *gambaq stadium MU yg dy amek msa dya duk kt UK* jelesh3 *tima kasih sebab kirim gmbaq salji ni kt aku. huhuhu* *ni bukan yang malaysia punya. yang ni yg kat europe aku pon tak tau kt mna ekceli* *gambar eifel tower yg dia amik masa dia pi PARIS!* OH neway. miss u la tikah. rajin2 tu mesej la aku.. aku ngah exam skang, so mebi tak sempat mana nak mesej ng, tunggu aku balik rumah dulu yer! dah tak lama~~~ weeee + wish me luck exam! :)
malam best tapi frust ?
malam gala unit f. best tapi aku end up frust. kenapa? biar lah member aku ja tau kenapa. mood: frust giler ! argh...
it's nothing, really...
things always occur unexpectedly and sometimes they just happen the way we planned. what do you expect? it's LIFE we are talking about. thus in everything we do, we must always have back up plans. think wisely before you act. if you're not, you will be regretting things that happened to you. last night was a very heavy burden to me. i felt nothing at first but i am feeling it right now. perhaps i am going through hormonal changes right now (maybe). when i think back about what happened last night, i'll be letting a huge sigh. a heavy one. but, i know that there's not nothing i can't do, there is something i can do about it. i'll just say people come and stop by in your life, some stay permanently and some don't.. while i have everyone that i love around me, i'll appreciate them so much. to shiron, please take note that i will always love you and as i said previously, i want to be there for you through the happiest time of your life and through the ...
and i'm guilty
because of my foolishness, i shut this person down. but now i realize how matter i was to this person but now, this person thinks that i don't matter anymore. realizing this has made me sad. it's not this person's fault if this person wants to ignore me and throw me away. and for that, i'll be guilty for the rest of my life. can't really use the pronoun because to name this person with he or she will really give a huge difference and interpretation.
sedih. maaf syg.
aku tau, kau nak sangat-sangat aku ikut skali kan? tapi maaf sangat-sangat. aku tak dapat nak ikut. sorry sayang. sangat-sangat. sedih lah. sob3..