Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

this one is specially dedicated to those who are at their down moment ! these are a few of quotation which i took from an e-mail i received ~ it'll be nice if i share with everyone here... :) 1. make up your mind to be happy. learn to find pleasure in simple things. 2. make the best of you circumstances. no one has everything, and everyone has something of sorrow intermingled with gladness of life. the trick is to make the laughter outweigh the tears. 3. don't take yourself too seriously. don't think that somehow you should be protected from misfortune that befalls other people. 4. you can't please everybody. don't let criticism worry you. 5. don't let you neighbour set your standards. just be yourself. 6. do the things you enjoy doing but stay out of debt. 7. never borrow trouble. imaginary things are harder to bear than real ones. 8. since hate poisons the soul, do not cherish jealousy. avoid people who make you unhappy. 9. have many inte...

do we still remember when is the first time we met our best friend? or even our crush? or, do i still remember? let me think about it.... i cannot promise you i do remember but, i can still remember a few things. i have a lot of friend, and to remember how i met them at the first place, it might seems impossible, isn't it? but it is possible actually... this is a very own personal story which i just want to share. the first time ever i met him was at pusat islam al-hidayah~~ fuhh... our surau laa.. i don't know if he still remember this but i am quite shocked myself to actually remember this. there, we had our meeting, and of course, ice breaking session for me, coz me for the first meeting i was absent. this is not something that i want. frankly speaking. honestly. this isn't. i just filled up the forms and i was hardly believe that i was actually chosen to be in the group. hahah. i did it at the first place because of the leader. i did that just to make a friend of mine j...

don't be such a HYPOCRITE ! if that's really how you are, show it. why? you don't have the guts to do so? you are such a loser! i hate this kind of people !

yeah, i did regret what was in the past but, it's life babe! we must go on no matter what. everyone has its own battle, and this is my battle. i have to win this battle. though i have said to a friend, that i'm going to move out from the maktab, but, it's not a certain decision, though i know, i can transfer to another maktab if i want to. haha. just don't ask me how. realizing how running away will give you another headache problems, i just decided to face the problems. there's gotta be some ways to solve it. i believe in me. there is no such things as no solution for a problem. there must be. at least one... if you just believe, and think hard, you will find the solutions somehow. well baby, if you are down, you must never forget that you are never alone. if you feel like you don't have anyone to tell your problems to, you must remember that you still have Allah , HE will listen to every problems you have. every words count! believe me. and that will make you...

i wish i had never gone to maktab!!!! yesss100000x thousands words of 'yes' ! i am regretting it now.. why?? because, if i had not gone there, only then, i'll pursue my dream, only then, i'll be right beside mr. J like a perfect match! ONLY THEN!!! YES, i am regretting it now~~~ and, fyi, i am so sad rite now. :( because someone had let me down DOWN!!

Cuti sekolah a.k.a. cuti budak maktab jua dah lama start, sejak minggu lepas lagi. Tapi aku tak pi jalan mana-mana pon. *padahal tadak duit* Sepanjang keberadaan aku kat rumah, perghhh, punya la bosan tak tao nak habaq! Isk! Well, aku tau, peah pon rasa camni gak. Hahaha. Keja aku asek online ja n tak lupa, mendownload segala benda yang boleh didownload. Heheh. Tu la keja aku selama cuti nih. Tapi hari Jumaat ritu, aku kuaq dengan member-member tersayang, Peah n Pkah. Kami p bejalan kat Jusco. Jusco yang dah nak runtuh. Ceit! Tak pa la. P tengok cerita n teman Peah beli kasut ja. Len kali la cita yang tu. Sambung balik cerita tadi~~ So, aku yang punya boring tak tau nak habaq ni duduk la melenggang kat rumah. Tapi semalam, ho yeah! Ada apa dengan semalam? Semalam family aku bergerak dari penang ke negeri sembilan. Kampung aku weh. Tempat kelahiran. Cewwah! Sepanjang perjalanan aku dengar lagu ja. Apa lagi boleh buat? Ayah aku tak bawak balik dvd kereta. Kalau tak boleh mengadap cerit...

ini kisah aiman~~~ TAPII, ni bukan cerita aiman tak kisah yer. ini cerita sal aiman member matrik saya. atas request beliau yg amat mengada, saya postkan entri ini, khas buat beliau. ceit aiman, belanja aku ar pasni! kisah bermula dengan..... sesi berkenalan, dalam minggu orientasi matrik.. budak aiman ni dulunya, budak fizikal, tapi mao jadik doktor la kot kan, *padahal tak tao dia nak jadik apa* beliau pon bertukar ke sains hayat dan masuklah beliau dalam kelas h5p2.. first time tengok si aiman ni, saya berbisik ke fatin amira, "mesti playboy, tengok muka pon dah boleh tau" wakakakakaka, ok, aiman, jangan marah naa~~ :P LOL! seperti yg anda semua tahu, saya ni malas nak bercampur sangat dengan budak-budak kelas saya lagi time tuh, malu gitu.. awwww! saya hanya berkawan rapat dengan ayu, budak jB, nama diberi fazlinaruzaiha, tapi nickname, ayu, memang tak dak kaitan langsung dengan nama diberi! sorang lagi, fatin amira, macam mana saya boleh lekat dengan minah ni? ok, first,...

saya amat merindui zaman matrik dulu~~ sapa rindu matrik angkat tangan! ok, anda x masuk matrik.. hahah.. ni gambar2 yg diambil ketika masih menuntut di matrik.. kehidupan di matrik sangatt lah bes dan gempak giler. bilik luas, bilik air lagi la kan.. tempat basuh dya, ampaian, sebanyak2 nya, x yah nak berebut tempat sidai baju pon kan.. satu bilik 4 orang dan teramatlah luas.. setiap sorang boleh hampaq tikaq sorang satu. punya la bes. kat maktab hang mimpi ja la nak hampaq tikaq baldu lam bilik.. mana nak muat sorang satu nak letak tikaq. naseb baek satu bilik dua orang ja. sebab tu la kadar bilik tu macam tu. uhuk3.. ok, saya x kondem maktab.. tu sebab maktab bangunan lama, tapi bangunan matrik tu baru agi. sebab tu la kan. tapi seyes ar, memang bes abes ar kat matrik. first tyme masuk maktab, terkejut tengok bangunan dya ar.. haha. masuk bilik pon perak terus.. pergh, mak saya siap cakap gi, "zaman mak masuk maktab pun guna almari camni.." wtf??? lama gilerrrr.. berzaman ...

okay, abg ehsan tgh mentarbiah sape tu? :P orang-orang yg mencari tempat teduh.. hanim n kak nurul, tgh bersembang ! shidah, khusyuknyaaa.... panas2.. hahaha erk, apa ni? sazzy, paparazzi terkini! hahaha.. oh yeah, selamat ari guru diucapkan kpd guru 2 dan juga bakal-bakal guru. ehem3.. ni hari Isnin punya cerita, di mana IPGM Kampus Ipoh telah mengadakan perhimpunan besar-besaran bagi menyambut tarikh yg memang keramat arh. hahaha. disebabkan bebudak lain exam, maka, pihak pentadbiran telah memilih 31 May untuk menyambut ari guru. TE RBAIK punya! bukan bebudak ni datang sangat pon. huhu. pagi-pagi lagi saya dan seangkatan dengannya dah bertolak ke tapak perhimpunan, tak lain tak bukan, di hadapan blok cempaka yer. ok, sebenarnya, bukan kami yg diraikan, of course la lecturer kan. so, setelah sekian lama tercangak kat tapak perhimpunan tu, lecturers pon datang dengan diiringi paluan kompang. ceh, macam orang nak kawen sudah aku tengok. dalam erti kata lain, tak payah pon tak pa kompa...