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here's a rant about practicum and the misconception. lots of teacher trainees who are in my batch are still continuing their practicum session. hey, 3 weeks left. who's happy. ME! i know that it is very difficult to face this challenge. with the super load of works. and tons of assignments, i believe even sleeping will make you feel guilty which, happens once in a blue moon. here's what i think is right, and what i think is wrong. everyone wants the label A in their slip and also to increase their pointer. so, they work so hard for the practicum. some have succeeded, some might fail. some might even feel totally stress out due to the inability to satisfy the needs of the lecturers, the needs of the cooperative teacher, and the needs of the students. one self reflection to be made for myself and also, for you. when the lecturer is not coming to observe you, how did you teach the pupils? are you feeling eager to teach, or you just want to kill the time and do wha...

The last time I remembered updating my blog is when I was at home.  I drove from Penang to Ipoh, as usual, but with different car. My dad asked me to bring another car and since they are his car, I couldn't help myself but to listen to him.  After driving for some time, trust me, I was very polite on the highway, I stopped at Bukit Gantang stop, and I started to feel dizzy. Maybe it's this car or maybe the fact is I was not ready to head back to Ipoh, just yet. To me, Ipoh is not as exciting as it used to be.  And so, as soon as I reached Ipoh, my head started to feel very heavy and I got a headache. Trust me, I dislike very much to be back in Ipoh. I had lunch with housemate then he wanted to come to Ipoh because I told him I was lonely. Nazirah wanted to go out with Ala because they wanted to watch movies. I wanted to join them but I was afraid if I were disturbing them. So, I asked him out. He came all the way from his home to Ipoh just to go out with me....

happy eid mubarak to all Muslims in the world. this year's eid is not meaningful to me. it's very dull and there's no element of excitements in it. here goes how i spent my eid mubarak for the past few days. day 1 of eid mubarak - spend one whole morning at my grandmother's house. chit-chatting and eating.  - went to husnul's house. but it also turned out to be a visit to her uncle's house because she's not there at her   house when i arrived. so her uncle invited me in and it was pretty awkward. luckily, after i finished my meal,   husnul arrived. haha. thank God! - take husnul to my house for a while only because i don't see the fun part of it at my house cause it's hot! - went to husnul's fiancee house. his whole family was there. and surprisingly, one of his cousins was my schoolmate! i was surprised to see her and even more surprised she knew me. :)  - went back home alone because husnul's fiancee sent her back.  - ...

so far, i am loving my ankle boot. it's gorgeous and whenever i use them, i feel a little bit of confident and i am totally in it for that boot. so, today my family and i went out shopping for our hari raya. then i told me mom. here's our conversation. me: i don't want a new shoes. i already have one. i am going to buy new shoes next year..  mom: yeah la. your shoes are expensive. *my boot costs me rm100 and it's a big deal for a not so rich family like mine* mine only cost me rm10.  me: duhh, mom. you bought ten and more shoes for one year. that's just about the same amount as my boot.  really mom?  haha.. i think my mom is funny. i guess she's not going to scold me when i buy new heels or boots next year. i am definitely going to spend about rm100 for one year. so, isn't that cheap?? for a student like me.. i think it is. :) 

Hey there. currently i am at home so home sweet home. recently, my life had been super busy. i had to stay up most of the nights to do extra work. that's because i am not always productive in the evening, so night is THE time to do most of the works. so that's why, i had been very busy. yeah, yeah, busy doing extra things like, break fast with love ones and everything. spend more time with them and everything and thus, neglecting this blog.. poor baby.  oh yeah, yesterday, after school, i went to cameron highland with him. he drove lah.. i was too lazy to drive. it was an unplanned visit. since he's like, where are we going??? i really thought he would like to bring me to accompany him to buy his baju raya. but then he filled up the gas till up to rm40. so i was like, where are we going exactly?  then he asked me, lumut or cameron? i was not sure. but then i said cameron lah since it's near. lumut is so far away. so we checked my car and everything and hea...