Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

selamat hari raya semua... :) happy eid mubarak. malas nak cakap banyak. this year, memang enjoy raya walaupun memang tak pegi mana-mana. one of the reasons is malas nak drive. tiap-tiap hari drive kat taiping tu, bila dah balik rumah, memang malas tahap mega nak drive. tak banyak capture gambar sebab memang tak pegi mana pon and kalau pegi raya, tak sempat nak amik gambar banyak-banyak.  ni muka happy + letih. letih sebab kena stay back utk siapkan mural. happy sebab tak sabar nak balik raya.  nah. ni family. yang tengah-tengah tu wan. from negeri sembilan hokay... ni gambar tak cukup kuota.  dua ketul manusia yg sibuk suruh aku amik gambar dorang.  nah. ni my daddy my hero okay. forever my hero.  teachers generation  sisters and i. teka siapa perempuan sulung? hihi my baju. bukan custom made. tapi beli siap-siap sebab last minute + bajet tak banyak utk raya. tunggu aku keja dulu tahun depan. ngahahahahaha ni baby ...

sometimes we are given with choices. sometimes we made the wrong choices. sometimes we don't have a choice at all.  but when we have made a choice, and there's no chance of turning back, we just gotta make the best out of it . let me be more specific. for example, like myself, i made a choice of becoming a teacher because i wanted to fulfil my parent's wish, which is me, being a teacher. but then after all the years that i had been in teacher training college and my first practical as a teacher, i found that, i didn't have the talent to be a teacher. in some cases, talent may works wonderfully for you. but when you don't have a talent, you just need to work hard. that is all.  i have told you before that i had a thought of quitting. but looking back, the years, it's gonna be such a waste if i quit. so i continued. i continued to find that i didn't like this profession. it gave me headache and the kids were super annoying and naughty and i couldn...

hey now. (this ain't a song from a hilary duff, it's just my greeting. in case you're singing this song)  i am now entering the next phase in my studies, which is the internship. for the past few days and weeks, i had been imagining how hard things could be during this internship. i was actually very afraid of taking this step even though i knew, eventually, it's gonna happen.  but now that i am already in taiping, i feel like hey, i'm gonna do this. i'm gonna do this well. i'm gonna excel on whatever research i am about to do. i pray very hard to be super organized although i am actually lacking right now.  it's gonna be fine and i'm gonna be OK with this. i have to keep these two things in mind.  in order to move on and grow up, this is another challenge i must take. i realized that. and here i am. i am taking out the negative thoughts even though i am sure i want to write some right now. but i don't want to affect my mood and...