Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

Situasi: Naima hantar gambar newborn Yati and aku tunjuk kat adik aku gambar tu.  Me: Tengok ni. Course mate aku dah ada anak. Orang lain pakat dah kahwin dah aih. Aku ja ketinggalan.  Then aku blah jap tapi aku still dengar adik aku cakap.  "TAKPA KAK. KALAU DEPA ADA ANAK LIMA BARU AKU KATA HANG KETINGGALAN." lolz. mekasih dik oi.  p/s: aku takdak niat nak kahwin pon dalam masa terdekat apatah lagi nak jadik mak orang. 

#inibukanentrycarigadoh Everyone is being tested with different kind of tests or problems. Whatever it is that you’re going through right now, I hope you will find a solution to them really really soon. That’s my honest thought. And the reason why I asked you such questions was because I was curious. It was never my intention to belittle anyone or to dig more about your marriage life.  And for that, I truly apologized. I think you have more than you think you have. Trust me, sometimes I even envied you for that. You just didn’t know, perhaps.  First, I always wanted you to know you are the luckiest star among all of us. You have a husband now, you are now married to the love of your life, and now you are bearing his child. Don’t you think it is a wonderful thing that happened to you? People out there are still searching for the love of their life, I am sure you have some friends like this. Think about the people who could not be with their love of their life ...

As I grew up, ahem, I forgot that I once loved to write. I forgot that the reason I started this blog was for me to keep all the memories in a form of writing. As I was on the bed, thinking, we all do this, I thought for a while, maybe I should do an update for my blog, you know, to keep whatever things that happened to me today. It'll be fun to read it in the future or let my children read it later in life. So this morning, I felt lazy to wake up even when I went off to bed at 1 a.m., still early for me, and I dozed off a moment after that. I kept snoozing my alarm until I figured, I better wake up now. It's now or never! Haha. So, I woke up, grabbed my towel, and took a bath, and still sleepy. Me and my never ending relationship with sleep. Since I had to take over mom's duty and mom now is too clever for not buying lunch anymore because, well, there's me in the house, so I could cook. That's what she thought. So, I started off with all the prepp...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.    I believe that life is great. There are many things are happening to me. I am super blessed and happy living here. I believe not everyone has the opportunity to be with their family and for me to be able to see both of my parents are living with great healthiness, it is a bliss for me. To be able to joke with your siblings and laugh with them, it is a bliss. Deep down inside, I feel the warmth of love and while I am writing this, I can cry tears of happiness. Really. I am just so grateful for things are happening like this to me and it makes me want to cry even more when I think about all the blessings I’ve been given by Allah when I am just a piece of nothing living in His creation. You know. Feelings like this make you want to do more things to be happy.  For a moment, I truly enjoy being here, in my house, I mean who doesn’t. Eh, actually there are people who don’t like being in their own house. I am speaking in general okay. Y...

2015. what’s my goal this year. Well, I haven’t actually listed all of them yet. Though I have plenty of time to actually list it out, I always tell myself I need a peaceful time to write them but every time I stumbled upon the peaceful time, I found myself sleeping. HAHA. Not a good habit. Not a good habit.  So here's what I thought. As you read you will know what my goal is. Facebook is a social medium right? For people to interact. But now, people seemed to share useless things on Facebook. Like, things that didn’t matter to others. Things that should be kept as private are hugely shared and shown and shoved to others’ people eyes. Sometimes I wonder, are they showing off their lives or what? But then again, I don’t want to think much because the niat has been already judged by Allah. What more do I got into that business of judging others. I hate playing God. As human, we LOVE to play God. I have the habit of doing it too. It's a really bad habit if you...