Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

Hey there. Whoever read my blog, if there is any. Probably me. So, hi me!  Felt like ages since my last update due to no internet connection at home because daddy said it would be a fuss to have one and most of his kids will probably be facing laptop day and night so, no internet, let's be happy about it.  Pondering over Facebook and there's a wedding I must attend tomorrow and BFF's engagement this Saturday. Whenever I heard the word marriage or engagement I got totally pissed off. So anti-marriage and anti-engagement. No, I am not anti with the sacred events, I'm just sick of waiting for my turn.  The other day, I got totally angry some more cried because I am not getting a ring next year. I was looking forward for this event you know next year! Now had to cancel it. Everything! Reason: He doesn't have a car and he must buy a car first.   Funny.. Really So I asked him, poor people cannot get married lah? They don't have car what...!  ...

I am a huge fan of diamond rings. How can you resist the bling bling? Most people are distracted with shiny objects but I am in huge favour in shiny objects.  Just now I was looking at someone's diamond ring. I didn't care about the video I was just staring at this beautiful diamond ring of hers. It came across my mind, can the diamond falls out of the ring?  I never have diamond ring before so pardon me if I ask this silly question. But yeah, can the diamond fall off? Imagine that. If my one and only diamond ring that worth like 15 grand, and the diamond falls off, I'd be crying three days three nights for that. Then I'd probably be telling myself how stupid I am for wearing it during whatever thing I did to make the diamond fell off. Moron, bloody idiot mostly would come out from my mouth.  And of course, it's the creepiest moment when you saw the diamond falling off and you couldn't catch it because you're so helpless and your hands are ...

Hey everyone and good morning to all.  First thing, let's us all thank our Mighty Creator for giving a chance for us to live our lives.  The topic I'm about to say today is death. I know, what a depressing topic to begin a new entry for the month right? But still, you cannot avoid the fact that death is around us. We just don't know when and how can it happen. To think about it, it's very scary unless to die is one of your options in life to solve solutions, then, it can't be helped. Please seek a doctor for that. I mean it.  Ever since I was small, death is something that I am not familiar with. I heard my friends told me that their grandfather had passed away. I even experienced my best friend at the age of 11 experienced the death of her father. To be honest, I did not know how I should feel at that time. No one to blame though.  But being a grown up, the death issue has become one of the things that you will somehow must get through with. It...

Hey there. It's been such a long time since I wrote this. But anyway, here's what I wanted to write because I am too lazy to write a diary and also I am afraid that I will lose it halfway so I'm just gonna spill it right here. Yesterday, him and I were fighting. Yeah, yeah, we fought over silly matters too. We're definitely not a couple who never fights. So, we the fight was quite bad and along the way, I did not talk at all. Even when he tried to console me and bought me dinner, I didn't eat and didn't even look at him. I had to turn sideways to avoid him and just looking at a football match and in my heart I couldn't help but cursing the goalkeeper of the losing team. Urgh.. Anyway, the point is, we fought yesterday. So, this morning I called him since he didn't even leave me a message. You must be thinking what an idiot I am right? But I really can't imagine my life without him in it. It's like, my world revolves around him. Bluerrk... Bu...

Life is fun. Always think of it that way. If you don't, then you probably wouldn't want to live in this world anymore.  Today, is not so special day. So I woke up this morning and look at my phone. My housemate sent me a message through Facebook. She asked me to join her and watch soccer at our college. So, I said yes.  I woke up and took a bath and got ready.  Then we headed out and looked for breakfast first. Because it's morning, and we're hungry.  After that, we went to our college.  I am not really a fan of football, but after meeting him, I kinda watched football too. And, it was not as boring as I thought it would be. It was fun!  My advice, go out and see the world. Don't just limit yourself in your room with your computer. Go out and live a life. Seek out many new things. :)  Here are few pictures taken during the event.  That's all for my update. I am busy afterwards. Got so many thi...

Yesterday was a holiday. So, the night before, when I was almost falling asleep, he called me. He said, his friend and also my friend asked me to join their date. Of course, it is a thing I would never turn down. So, I said yes. With a sleepy face, I quickly got up and got ready for the double date.  So, I drove from my house to our college to fetch him. Since he's tired, so I let myself drove there to fetch the other couple. After we fetched them, my boyfriend took his turn to drive.  As we asked them where was our destination, they said, Lumut.. Seemed like my boyfriend and I had no problem with that, so there we were, at almost 10 p.m. heading to Lumut. It was quite a distant journey. Took almost 2 hours of driving to reach there.  Like I said, I love going for a trip especially an unplanned one. That night, he drove but I was really really sleepy. Instead of having a chit chat with him, I fell asleep most of the time in the car. Luckily, his friend creat...

well, well, well, ain't I been slacking off in keeping this blog updated?  I was not sure if I should say I was busy, but apparently, I spent most of my times doing absolutely nothing and just watching the time went by without regretting any minute of it.  Last week, I had been a little upset. Maybe due to the hormones that are always raging like mad, perhaps that's just me.  I felt very stuffy to be at home, because I really needed to have some place where I can just let my tears running down my face and screamed really loud. Unfortunately, I am not the only one who's living in the rented house. If I did what I had to do, my housemates probably would think that I needed help and needed to be sent to the nearest hospital which is the hospital for mental problems people.  Instead of thinking of going there, so I decided, what the heck? I've got car. Just fill in the gas and go on a road trip. I was thinking of doing it alone. BUT, this little piece o...