Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

quite a number of people had asked me how did i look flawless.  i admit that i never have perfect skin and at times i'd have huge pimples all over. being impatient with the pimples, i would normally squeeze them out. yerp. really bad. don't do this.  and when i did squeeze them out of course it would leave me with the fugliest scar ever on my face.  so when i go out with him of course i would cover this. even though he's totally fine with me without makeup. but still, i want to look pretty in front of him. so what i usually did was, put on concealer to hide the scars and also the redness on my face.  yerp. i definitely use makeup to make me look a little bit pretty.  here's my tip for looking flawless USING makeup.  my #1 tip is to ALWAYS USE CONCEALER.  concealer is an amazing makeup tool to have. ever since i started to use them, i was totally in love with them. concealer is amazing! so cover u...

funny. some people think that marriage is gonna give you the ultimate happiness in your life. they watch their friends got married, how happy they are during their wedding, they want to feel the same.  they open up their facebook and see the same things.  let me tell you, yes, you will be happy when you're married, but that does not mean that they won't be days when you're gonna feel sad, or there won't be days when you fight with your husband/wife.  if marriage is all about happiness, then why people get a divorce? aren't they happy at the first place. think about it first, if you're ready, then go ahead. if not, learn to improve yourself in so many aspects possible. you don't have to hit the perfect status, just know that when you're ready, Allah will send you the day that you've been waiting for and you'll know, why you're chosen to be married later than the others. 

jauhkan lah dari memandang serong terhadap orang yang berbeza, mempunyai kelebihan yang diingini, atau kekurangan yang dibenci. jauhkan lah dari berfikiran negatif antara satu sama lain; hati kita berbeza. mungkin orang yang kita buruk sangka tu la yang akan selamatkan kita. hapuskan lah keinginan untuk bergossip. ingatlah usaha anda selama ini untuk menjadi seorang ahli syurga! quoted from Maria Elena. a famous blogger and i adored her randomness.  

today's quote: "The best motivating is self-motivating. The guy says, 'I wish someone would come by and turn me on.' What if they don't show up? You've go to have a better plan for your life."  - Jim Rohn

good morning. while i was waiting for my washing machine to drain out the water, i might as well do a quick update. don't know how many times i should mention this, (have i?), maybe i did mention it, maybe i didn't. but whatevahh..  i love to write so much. especially my thoughts. i like to write down what's in my mind so that later i can go back to it and read what i thought. it's a habit. sometimes i managed to do it, sometimes i got insecure as people would read it and i don't really want people to read it cause it's private stuff. might as well make a secret code for the book.  but most of the times, i'd write.  OK. i admit it. sometimes i was just too lazy to write down the words because most of the time i was thinking, why write when you can type it? typical modern teen nowadays huh?  i have a thing about typing. i love it so much. i love the sound that the keyboard makes when i type something super fast. it's like a sweet mel...

the past is in the past. there is nothing i can do to change it. whenever i had a dream from my past, i woke up feeling unsure of the future. then i need to remind myself strongly that whatever that was in that dream, was in the past. letting go would be the best thing. maybe. 

I have always liked a candy with sweet and sour flavour. you won't find me buying candies which are just sweet. you'll always find me buying sweet sour candies. I have always been like that. there was a time when my father bought my little brother a vitamin. scott emulsion's vitamin. it was multivitamin and mineral. image from google I found this vitamin inside the refrigerator, and I tried one. it was so sour and I liked it very very very much. there were more of it inside. maybe because my little brother does not like sour at all. he prefers sweet. so in a day, I kept going back and forth to the refrigerator eating this vitamin. it felt like a candy to me and it was very addictive. at the end of the day, I started to go to the toilet a lot! my stomach ached so much! I was wondering what I ate that I felt so miserable like this. I asked my siblings whether they experienced the same thing but it turned out I was the only one who felt this way.  As I was try...