Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

Often we think when we get married, everything will fall to its place like a piece of puzzle that fits to a picture. But nope. I hate to break you this but marriage is more than that. Sometimes you will come across a broken vase, or a torn puzzle and you keep wondering is this how it is supposed to be? The answer is YES! You dont always agree with your partner. And that is when communication comes in. You learn to tolerate, discuss the problems and find solutions. All these processes you have to go through in order for both of you to grow up.  And it is not that easy. That is why all you see in dramas are plates flying across the floor.  My marriage is like that as well, skipping the flying plates of course.  At times we argue and we just couldn't stand to be in each other's sight. That is why both of us need the 'me' time. And today, i was upset with my husband because he didn't listen to what i was gonna share with him. So through out the day, ...

I guess i am blessed with things i didnt even realize. At times my husband can be annoying. I know he'd feel the same way too. But at times he can be as sweet as honey. For instance, last night i was unwell. So he took care of me. I asked him to rub the medicated oil on my back and he did. He even bought medical stamp (koyok) and pasted it on my temples. I slept quite well last night despite the baby waking me up for milk. Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah for everything you've been given me.

I guess Allah has his own reasons why he didn't let me see or meet the girl. The only girl I've been envious to in my whole life, for now. I guess i just dont know how am i gonna react when i see her. Or maybe i will be deeply hurt. Or likewise. Even though deep down in my heart, i really wanna see her and have a talk with her. Sincerely.

Thank you abang hensem baju merah tu sebab sanggup tunggu takoyaki lama2 untuk buah hati abang. Sayang abang sgt2.

I changed for the better. I hope no one gets hurt anymore. I just dont want to be my old self.

Betul apa orang cakap. Setiap rumahtangga akan diuji. Bezanya, ujian itu tak sama untuk semua orang. I guess i have to believe that this is my part. This is our test. And both of us have to be strong until we passed the test. Alhamdulillah i have a loving husband who didn't mind putting on stinky(herbal) oil on my legs. It is gonna be tough for a while but it will get better. Ujian diberi untuk hambanya kembali berpaut dan bergantung harap dengan Nya. I cried just now. Because thinking abour it seemed so tough. InshaAllah i will try my best to endure this hardship.

My baby is getting rounder day by day. And it is just amazing how much i love this little guy. I am willing to do anything for him. I guess this is what people call the unconditional love.