Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

assalamualaikum wbt and peace upon all. how are you today ? i hope you guys are just fine and healthy and enjoying every precious second that you have this day. today is just an ordinary day but i did some extra-ordinary things today.  at first, i woke up and performed my prayer and after that, went to the market and bought some stuff to cook. hey, i can cook. of course i can.. for ordinary meals. so after i came back from the market i quickly did my laundry which was very tiring. since there's no washing-machine in this house, so hand washed would be another alternative. after all the hard works, i took my bath and cleaned up the bathroom. (another extra-ordinary duty which i did) after that, i started cooking. it was not very impressive but at least, the people in the house could have something to eat. isnt' it ? anyway, that's not what i intended to write.  i actually wanted to share with the readers of a one quote which i got from the English Carnival which had bee...

there's a girl. who is very special. she's a very good friend, and also a kind-hearted person. but she's a human too because she can never escape from making mistakes and I, I treasure her the most. there's one day, when she and I had some misunderstandings. and I, caused the girl to be upset, though I was upset too. apologizing, that's our way. the guilt for making she upset was giving me tears, and so, I cried. a lot. the witnesses knew I was crying because of her, but, it ended up beautifully, and now, we can smile to each other and laugh together. to her; I have so much fun with you, I just don't want to ruin it anymore. sorry dear. btw, it was so hard to put on an angry mask in front of you.

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. hi everyone. sorry for not updating for quite a while. last weekend i spent my time at Shiron's brother's house at Manjung, babysitting. it was awesome. anyway, tell you guys about that later. today should be a happy day since we FINALLY received our allowance. yet, i am not so happy because i have already planned what needs to be done and of course 1/3 of the money is going to fly away~ just like that. snap !  so i called my mom to tell her about this, luckily my dad promised to pay half for my license money. so, the problem is quite settled. but then again, i have everything in my mind that should be done real fast but unfortunately i have not yet organized them.  so i went to Giant (sort of like a grocery stores but in a mall style) just to buy rice since our house were running out of it. and i had done the wise thing which is only buy the stuff which i only need. teehee. yeah, that's right. so i bought double A paper, foolscap...

i am a person who always look at her flaws. i don’t have pretty face, i don’t have the perfect body just like my family always wanted (*sigh), i am not that good in my studies, i am not tall which means i am short. but then, despite all these flaws in my life, i still am happy. my friends accept me just the way i am, hope so.  when we look at others’ stuff which we don’t have, there will be two sources that will actually reflect how well we are brought up. first, positive source which i don’t think everyone has it. how does this positive source will actually enlighten our days and will not make us sad? instead, it will actually motivate us. how ? well, for example, you friend just bought a new phone and yours, you have been using the phone for like 2 years and the phone is so out-dated. when you are the positive person (this happens only when you also have the desire to buy new phone), you’ll tell yourself that you will someday own that phone. it’ll just take time. you can ea...

hmm.. i'm having a hard time to make a decision right now. i want to resign from Lujnah but the thing is, after i told Kak Lea, she said it wouldn't be fun if i resign which i was really touched when she said it. of course, i love the three sisters that i got ever since i became one of the Lujnah members. they are kak Lea, k.su and k.leha. my most favourite sisters in IPG. i might want to consider this. i don't have transport to go college anyway if there's meeting at nigh and i really do not want to trouble my housemate... i am confused right now and i don't know which is the right thing to do...

don't expect me to be flawless, because i make mistakes too. don't expect me to be perfect, because neither can you. don't tell me not to change, cause that is something i can't do. don't tell me to stop loving you, because i am unable to. don't judge me by the way i look, because that look might not tell the truth to you. don't ditch me when your friends are with you, because when you look back, i might not be with you. maybe i am not like you, because you are nothing like me too. but that does not mean we can't be together when the moments that we spent are all that matter. just sit back and think, do i matter to you? by, nur amalina bt ahmad