Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

i like this post! so much. thank you shahida aziz!   http://shironangel.blogspot.com/2011/11/what-she-said.html

tonight, i'm gonna forget everything. the past, let it be in the past. yes, da nekad nih. moga Allah permudahkan. insyaAllah. amiin. pray for me. 

i'm pretty upset with someone. is he ignoring me?

tadi masa kuar teman shiron anta makanan kat orang, ayah kol. beliau cakap nak datang ambil malam ni. *barang tak kemas lagi* then, kol la ayah balik, nak confirm kan situasi. kalau beliau nak ambil malam ni, nak kemas-kemas lah barang. tapi tak jadi, sebab ayah cakap dia penat and tak dak sapa nak teman. beliau amik aku esok pagi saja. hehe. dalam hati gembira la jugak sebab malas sangat-sangat nak kemas baju. lagipun, sebenarnya nak lepak dengan sayang dulu.  sayang yang sorang ni lambat balik sebab dia ada keja. since housemate-housemate dia pon suma dah balik, dia pon nak mai tidoq umah aku. :)  tu yang hepi sangat tu. oh ya, jangan salah faham lak. sayang I tu perempuan yer. kenapa panggil dia sayang? mula-mula sebab niat nak mengusik, tapi lama-lama kitorang jadi rapat n dah jadi selesa panggil dia camtu. hehe..  malam ni dapat la lepak ngan dia sebelum bermulanya tahun 2012. insyaAllah. ni dia tanya kitorang nak makan pizza ke tak. *just sebab kitorang cakap u ...

hari ni nak duduk kat rumah ja. tak nak keluar pegi mana-mana. oh ya. lupa nak cakap semalam waktu gi Jusco jumpa sorang mamat ni, muka dia cam kevjumba! oh so cute. tapi kevjumba dengan bapa dia lagi kiut la. siapa kevjumba? tak kenal? haish korang ni... dia ni seorang artis kat you-tube. agak famous, tapi tak sefamous my ryan higa of course (nigahiga). hehe.. saling bertukar pandangan sebentar. :P oh, inilah bestnya jadi single sebenarnya. no one will feel jealous and forbid me doing anything like that. teehee anyway, (tetiba speaking lak kan?), hari ni housemate aku nak buat sushi! oh yeah. anda suka sushi? aku no komen lah. *apa ja yang aku tak makan hah? pastu pulak shiron nak buat nasi ayam lagi. yey! woah, makan banyak lah aku hari ni. oke, hari ini mungkin an exceptional day jugak kan where everything is possible. i can sit down and doing nothing, and nobody's gonna tell me i can't. i know, it's awesome. i can also dance like people won't watch, cause i know, m...

hi everyone. today i got so tired. last night i couldn't sleep but still i woke at 5.45 am to prepare breakfast. after that yes, of course, the exam. luckily, what i read came out perfectly but please everyone, don't expect an A from me. teehee  anyway after that, we got home and started to have our lunch (some had instant mee and i ate the unfinished breakfast i made in the morning) anyhow, my friends and i, i mean, practically my housemates and i were eating while watching a horror movie. it was funny though and i laughed out loud so hard and screamed damn hard too. now i'm feeling it in my throat. it's all because of the funny reactions that my housemates made during the movie. btw, he's right about the excitement of watching horror movie- so that we can see other's reactions. haha then after Zohor's prayer, we went to Jusco and were having quite a rocking time. at first, it was the five of us, then becoming the four of us, then becoming the two of us (...

orange orange orange~ mesti pelik kan kenapa blog ni dah bertukar jadi warna oren? fyi, i like orange colour too selain dari purple. kenapa mesti oren? kenapa tak warna merah? hijau? biru? or lain-lain warna? my answer: tah la. baru lagi sebenarnya berminat dengan warna oren ni. sejak tingkatan 5 lagi. best la oren? siapa cakap oren tu tak lawa? gojes oke!  tengok dress warna oren ni? gojes kan ?  haha. even kalau wedding pun nak pilih tema warna oren putih or purple putih. boleh tak abang? hehe...  *oh aku mengada gila skang!*  haha. nak cita tu jer~ exam dah habis. tengah tengok cita hantu sebenarnya. sakit tekak menjerit dan ketawa melihat aksi housemate2 yang kelakar giler ! muahahaha..  maaf la naz, tak dapat teman gi klinik nak gi JJ. 

here's a funny story...  okay, last night my housemates and I were crazily reading phonetics and phonology..  of course, there'll be time when people sing (me actually) and sorts and this is not about me, it's about my housemate actually how do i describe her.. okay, she is a person who will go to bed very early, but still not earlier than Shiron (who can beat her?)..  and last night, she had spent quite some time reading and slept late at night  which showed how weird the thing was..  it's okay till today~~ before we even go to the college, i asked her; 'why are u wearing such a short tudung?' (in malay) then she replied, 'lantak la~' n i was like, 'omg, that's kinda harsh.' but still, i knew she didn't mean it. then after the exam, when mira and i were watching a movie (dah habis exam kan), she came out of the room, and i looked at her n 'are you wearing your shirt inside out?'  kekekekekekekekekeke... of cou...

i miss my friend, my best friend actually, TIKAH !! I MISS U! huhu..  dah lama tak mesej ngan hang. dua2 sibuk.  *eh yaka? tikah, comel tak? hehe. bg aku comey!  *gambaq stadium MU yg dy amek msa dya duk kt UK* jelesh3  *tima kasih sebab kirim gmbaq salji ni kt aku. huhuhu*  *ni bukan yang malaysia punya. yang ni yg kat europe aku pon tak tau kt mna ekceli* *gambar eifel tower yg dia amik masa dia pi PARIS!*  OH neway. miss u la tikah. rajin2 tu mesej la aku.. aku ngah exam skang, so mebi tak sempat mana nak mesej ng, tunggu aku balik rumah dulu yer! dah tak lama~~~ weeee + wish me luck exam!  :)

sabar sabar sabar sabar sabar sabar sabar sabar sabar word untuk aku hari ni~  sabar...  sabar yeeeee....  siyes hari ni rasa cam tak berapa nak betol skit *tanya shiron*  nasib ada pakcik nih dok teman aku kat skype. tapi reply lambat >.< oh ya, untuk mengelakkan segala salah faham syak wasangka, pakcik ni bukanlah pakcik aku yang betul tapi saja ja aku letak nama panggilan dia kat sini pakcik supaya orang tak tau. kenapa aku tak mau bagi orang tau? sebab aku tak mau orang mengata. kesian dia dan awek dia plus kesian kat aku jugak nanti. hehe oh yeah pakcik. tunggu cheq sat na. nak pi smayang. pakcik pon pi la smyang dlu. 

sedih la senior F dah nak graduate.  oh yeah. yg tudung hitam tu tak tau la kenapa wat mulut pelik ngt.  yezza.. km mmg cun ! comel tak ? eh, dapat medal ! :P lambat la nak tunggu amek gambar ! dah nak mengamuk..  hehe no comment mira cakap 6 merpati sejoli. oke, prasan semata-mata !  letih posing. 

malam gala unit f. best tapi aku end up frust. kenapa? biar lah member aku ja tau kenapa.  mood: frust giler ! argh... 

aku suka buat mulut muncung. ada aku kesah orang cakap apa?  :) 

sepatutnya dah ada kat ipoh sekarang. tapi aku still ada kat umah. nak tau apa jadi? ha, baca kisah selanjutnya kat bawah ni. pukul 8, betolak dari rumah dengan sepupu. ayah malas nak antaq pi ipoh sebab alang-alang sepupu nak balik kL, ayah mintak dia hantarkan sekali. so, betolak lah aku dengan sepupu naik keta pesona mak lang aku. semua bejalan lancar ja sampai la............... sampai la keta toyota alza kat depan brek mengejut. sepupu pon tak sempat nak brek. apa lagi, kedebummmmmm.... yerp.. sepupu yang tak sempat nak brek tu pon terlanggarlah keta kat depan tu. teng teng teng....... tu lah sebabnya kenapa aku ada balik kat umah nih. nasib baik, kami dua tak dak apa-apa. keta mak lang aku agak teruk tapi keta alza tu tak da apa sangat. tak teruk pon. so, dah tak mau menyesakkan lalu lintas dengan keta yang sememangnya banyak kat highway tu, kami pon dok la kat tepi jalan. sepupu aku tak bagi aku keluaq dari keta. protective giler. sepupu suruh kol ayah. aku kol, tapi ayah...

certain part, i agree with him. anyway, people are different. some might disagree and some would agree.  even my friend of mine couldn't stand the 'lagu jiwang' of the old version. you know what i mean, alleycats, search n so much more.  for me, it's 50-50. i listen to them because people around me kept playing the songs, and some songs really do have a beautiful lyrics. well, i prefer the old songs rather than nowadays because just like matluthfi said, i couldn't understand the metaphors and the lyrics. kadang-kadang memang tak dak kaitan dengan langsung !  

i just fell in love with this song. she has a wonderful voice plus the song is beautiful too.  p/s: this song got nothing to do with me..  TRANSLATION I’ll back off so you can live Say it directly, looking at me Say it looking into my eyes Did you just say you wanted to break up? Did you want to end it with me? (I Know) You probably got a lady (I Know) You probably got sick of me Even though the tears are rushing to me I’ll back off so you can live That is all I can say I’ll forget you so you can live better So that you’ll be happy without me The love that you tossed away, you can take it Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all Don’t even say you’re sorry Don’t worry about me Your lips that told me tha you were going to leave Why does it give me a reason to be angry today? I need to stop you, the words don’t go out And you are already moving far apart (I know) You will forget me (I know) I will really hate you Even though you know everything You! ...

this song is so sweet !  "You're My Only Shorty" (feat. Iyaz) Last night was crazy and today it's setting in Did you really mean it and could you say it again? Oh-oh, even if you just say it over the phone Come on, ring, ring, ring Love makes me crazy, restless, dumb and paranoid But I'll take a chance on us and hope you don't destroy my heart Just give me one guarantee, I'm the only girl you see What you say, boy You're my only shorty, you're my only shorty I'm telling you the truth, girl, it's only you You're my only, you're my only, you're my only one and only You're my only shorty, am I your only shorty? You're my only shorty, am I your only shorty? I'm telling you the truth, oh, girl, it's only you, whoa You're my only, you're my only, you're my only, you're my only shorty Am I your only shorty? Every day and night you got an open invitation, whoa As long as I'm y...

the sweetest couple. i like these two. :) their awkwardness is so adorable. junjin si young.  perhaps i adore junjin coz he's in shinhwa group and perhaps i think he's cute too.  and si young, the coldness that she shows is so cool. + she's adorable. 

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if you could categorize people in your life, not in term of their physical appearance but how do you feel about them, how many people will be on your love list and perhaps, if you do have, the hate-list. last night i was having a deep thought about it and i was trying to figure out who are the people that i hate? and this is what i've found about the definition of hate - the feeling of intense or passionate dislike for someone.  i'm not the type of girl who would say that i hate that person for no reason. if possible i wouldn't want to say that i hate certain people. i feel like the word hate for someone is really cruel and negative. some people might not feel or do the same thing as i did. just because i cannot accept they being different from me does not mean i should hate them. am i right? correct me if i'm wrong.  so, where should i put the people who i really don't want to meet anymore in my life? does that mean i'm hating them? if you say yes, then i mig...