pay no mind

i never imagine that i would be treated this way.i mean, who could have guessed? but luckily, this is not the first time to me. i have been through it before and i made it and i am sure i am gonna survive through this challenge. the thing is, some people might misunderstood me for throwing them away out of my life when actually they are the one who are throwing me away from their lives. the decision is yours.

ever been inside of me? ever been feeling the same way like i did? ever been left alone? ever been treated the way i've been treated? if ever you were to be left alone, you would be sulking with the others after that, am i right? 

don't you ever think you are good enough to judge people by what they do. because you don't have the slightest idea of what they have been through. easy for you to say it because you have all people around you to support. easy for you to say because you have never been left alone. easy for you. yeah, mark my words, EASY FOR YOU.

i don't know what am i losing, am i losing anything? no i don't. 

i don't feel like losing anything at all. in fact, i am gaining something.

trust me, i have been tolerating with you guys enough. gonna do what's right for me and according to my way. if you don't like what you see or what i do, then pay no mind. because i've been doing the same way when i don't like what i see in you or whatever that you do that i don't like.