Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

when you think you're alone, think again. real hard. maybe it's just your imagination, or your thoughts. I used to think that I'm alone, nobody wants to be friend with me, then it hit me, hey, I am not alone, I have him. I have her. then I thought of the people who are always there for me. and I made that conclusion, I am not alone. I am happy now. :) 

yesterday was really fun. i had a really good time with friends. who said i'm just going out with my boyfriend 24/7?  in the evening i went to our college with them to watch the handball competition. ooh, I was not playing I was just cheering for them. it's good that once in a while you went out a little while instead of sitting in the same room looking at only the four walls. to be able to breathe the fresh air and meeting people. I used to think that I am definitely not a social kind of person, but being with them, I learned that you could actually learn to socialize! the evening was definitely fun. plus, I got free certificate for the handball. they did not have enough players so they asked us to fill in the form for the bench players. come on! who can refuse a good certificate like this, for free! to make things even more interesting and worthy, I received a medal as well! good for me.  after that, we had our dinner and planned to hang around somewhere. so after ...

I've heard that some people said, the way to calm down when you are angry is to write the down the thoughts. Here I am now, I need to do this.  I don't want to start with last night. Last night was too much and it had no relation with today, so I'm not going to talk about it. This morning, I woke up as usual, and everything was normal except for the thing that pissed me off this morning was I needed to find my shoe. No big deal, it was found under my housemate's car. But the thing that made me pissed off so much was, I carried quite a number of bags and I just couldn't put it down. Plus, it was heavy. One cursed word came out this morning.  Then, I drove the car as usual. Since I parked the car outside, and it was raining last night, can you imagine the state of my car? I hope you do cause I don't really want to describe it. My vision was quite limited this morning so I put on extra precautions while driving. Then in a dark road, I was looking out ...