Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

it is such a lovely day today. i went to the school meeting as usual and everything was okay. i didnt get lots of posts which i am totally grateful about.  then i went to the clinic for my checkups and everything is fine as well. even my HB is nice according to the nurse. except for my weight gain. i gained one kg in a month. haha. because appetite is coming my way so i was hungry most of the times and most of the times i would like to have if not something spicy, i'd have something sweet.  then, i wanted to sleep but couldn't because i was so hungry. so i ended up cooking instant noodles but i did put various vegetables in it. then halfway through i felt the baby moving, so i stopped. i just finished the vegetables and the tomatoes were so delicious. i love it.  oh yeah. during the checkup the nurse did ask about the baby movement but i was blur when she asked me. so she kinda explained how it felt and i was relieved because that was what i had been feeling...

Here is a rant. Today i went to a baby expo. As usual lah, places like that, there are lots of promoters. Never mind that, so as we were walking, at first there was this promoter explaining about child development since before birth. Yes i knew about that. Then she walked with us and taking no for an answer but then she gave up. While we were surveying baby strollers and car seat, another promoter came and stop us but we refused, again. Third time, another promoter came and stopped me. She gave me the pamplet. And tried to talk me into buying that stuff la. Here was the conversation. Promoter: kak, have u heard about child development befofe born? Me: (decided to lie a bit) yes, i have sat down and listened. Promoter: why didnt u buy? (With a shocking face like i murdered somebody) Me: it is not in our budget. Promoter: why are you being so calculative when it comes to your child education? What the heck man? If i dont wanna buy, I DONT WANNA BUY? you think every little stu...

assalamualaikum wbt.  yesterday was a wonderful day to me. because my husband did a surprise for me. we went out last night and celebrated my birthday with my husband and his friends. i thought he wanted to go back home late at night, at 12. but then while i was waiting in the car he got into the car and we went back home early.  before we went to sleep he wished for my birthday and then both of us slept right away. waking up this morning he drove to our house cuz he had a meeting and then i drove to Ampang and went straight away to the clinic.  because i wanted to do the pink book for the baby.  soon as i went to the clinic, met the nurses. she said i wasnt supposed to do the book there. gosh... then i went to the clinic mentioned and it turned out i can't do the book that day because it was already late. i cried because i supposed to go to school. i cried in the car so much because i was so stressed. i cried and was very emotional. i was alone and...

this weekend was amazing. every weekend of mine now is amazing because i get to spend time with him.  yesterday was his convocation day. i am so proud of him. despite of all the things that happened to him, his family and us, he still managed to put on a smile on his face and he is really content about his life.  i cried when he wanted to go home. when we're sleeping in my car because both of us were exhausted. i cried while he was sleeping. so hard. because it is sad to watch him leave like that. i want him by my side everyday.  he wiped my tears and then it started to rain so we went for a 2 hours karaoke session. i am so glad i get to hold him and hug him as much as i want even though those weren't enough. wanted to go back to him but my responsibility is here. then my egtukar result came out. i cried again because i didn't pass the transfer. he wiped my tears again and told me it's okay. we can try again. he really has a way to make me smile while tear...

When did i lost my ring? Just now. I felt like a total idiot. And i was panicked. My day started out like this. I remembered the last time i used my car, my gas was still half tank full. But today all of sudden, there was three bars left on my display. So my plan got disrupted because i wanted to go to the 7eleven. But since i needed to fill up my gas, i went to the petronas instead. i entered the station, i forgot that i had to top up my touch n go card. So i went back to my car and took my touch and go card. Then i filled up the tank then i went to school straight away. Half way to school, i remembered i had to call my husband at 6.30 but it was already 7 in the morning. So he was kind of mad, i apologised but he was in a hurry so he didnt accept my apology. So i went to school. I did my usual thing and entered the classroom. While i was sitting in the class i noticed my wedding ring was not on my finger. I was n panicked. i called my housemate to check if i left it in my room....

And so today I came late to work. Of course i spent my weekend with my husband and the in laws. Tbh, i had a great time last weekend. I wanted to tell how i spent my weekend but this is the entry about me who was late to school. I slept early last night because i needed to wake up early. So i woke up at 4. Actually i opened my eyes at 3 in the morning but who takes shower at that time huh? So when my alarm clock burst out its ringtone ag 4, i woke up and went straight ahead to shower. 4 in the morning bebeh. It was so cold! I was freezing from the cold shower. Thought i could die from the coldness i went to bed and cuddled in my blanket and into my husband's arms. It felt so good i didnt want to leave. 4.30 i woke up and went to iron my baju kurung and my ibu was already up. I was ironing and she wanted to boil water for me. Didnt want to trouble her so i refused nicely. Heh. Like reading novel ey. So after preparing to go to school, my sister in law made breakfast for me.so i...

Had a fight with him today. Haha. All because of we were late to go for dinner, i wanted to eat at nandos since he promised, but the traffic was quite heavy so he was kinda mad to people who drove slow. Then while we were at the mall, he scolded me for walking super slow. I was walking in wedges. Huhu. That was why i was upset with him. Then i bought Starbucks for myself and cakes for him. As to celebrate his birthday yesterday. But in the car i pretended to sleep. Then he brought me to nasi lemak ayam kampung which is a popular restaurant in ipoh. The waitress was standing there for us to order. He asked me what do i want to eat. I just refused to eat. So he ordered two plain rice. One bowl of mixed tomyam. Chicken and fried eggs. I was still in sulking mode but with a stern face he ordered me to eat. So i just ate without arguing. Then i was fine again. Luckily the food was delicious. Haha. Then we parked somewhere and got some sleep before our movies started. Now i am standing ...