the devil

i feel like the devil inside of me is coming out. maybe because of this tiredness and lack of sleep. and here i am blaming other factors when maybe it's just me to be blamed for.

i am disgusted with myself right now. i shouldn't feel the way i felt just now. and it just, i hate it.

i guess i dont know how to be around people.

i lose control.

i prefer my small circle of friends.

maybe i should just stay away a bit. and just focus on whats need  to be done.

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