Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

this is not an important entry just my sighing method to release tension~~ hey yall.. i'm not gonna brag about the upcoming tooth or new tooth this is just an ordinary tooth that grows when you're a bit older. *erk, do i look old? ok, no i don't. that's whats troubling me now. the pain, it's unbearable~~~ arghhhhh... so painful... i can feel the swollen gum in my mouth which is very very very PAINFUL i can't eat anything i like! though i ate almost everything. LOL ok, dat's not funny.. the thing is, last night, i really wanted to go to see the dentist badly. but my dad had wedding ceremony or 'kenduri' to attend~ last night i didn't sleep at all, and after subuh prayer only i slept.. i woke up at 10.40 to see syafiza sent me a sms asking me out haish, since during that time, the tooth thingy thing was not so painful, i decided to go out with her so, we went to QB n guess what i had for my lunch? sizzling mee, which i was unable to finish them.. *...

tonight i think i like to post an entry about single.. some might not know that i am single.. *hahaha.. isn't it obvious ? :P well, this entry is NOT to promote myself or what, it's just i want to share why am i still single. *warghh, gilak poyo ! * for me, i prefer being single after a hard relationship i faced previously. it's not a trauma actually, it's just that after broke up, i know myself better! teehee but that doesn't mean i am a loner ! erk, why everyone else is so scared being called a loner? i think every human being must want their time alone. they must have their own space to be alone. so, is that a loner ? Ok, back to the topic. the thing is, when you are into a relationship, you have to be really committed into that relationship. you must not hurt your partner and like wise. it's like being committed to marriage. it's just that marriage is another serious thing. n you must truly understand your partner, otherwise, it will create problems like...

hey yall, looking at the title of the entry i am sure u guys must have some thoughts in mind.. or perhaps, u guys have forgotten them all already. i'm just gonna share one of my painful childhood memories. *haha, macam banyak je~* there was once, a place called "home" lived by creatures called family... *gimik semata-mata there was a young girl, a teenage girl, aged around 14-16, she was a very neat person. her family was not as rich as the other fortunate girls, she shared her room with her two younger sisters. the sisters always messed up her room, and she was a person who could not live in a mess. one day, seeing the mess in her room, made by her sisters, she decided to clean them up. she threw away all the papers which in her eyes were unimportant. the next morning, she woke up as usual and prepared herself to go to school. usually, she was sent to school by his father. never crossed her mind that day, was going to be a painful day for her that she would remember till...

i really love this song ! it's love.... TRANSLATION: When I walked besides you My heart keeps trembling the whole day through Alone, thinking about you Always keeping memories you marked Even if we accidently meet each other I will seemingly looking down Even when you and I surprisingly meet I'll only know to expose a shy little smile Do you understand it now? Do you see through my heart now? The love that comes silently Did you...Did you hear it now? It was my love since the beginning That warmly shines on my icy heart The love that comes to me step by step Although I'm a bit afraid... The one that moved me, my love Just like the rain, disrupted my heart My heart...my heart is already in love Missing you so... Do you understand it now? Do you see through my heart now? The love that comes silently Did you...Did you hear it now? It was my love since the beginning That warmly shines on my icy heart The love that comes to me step by step Although I'm a bit afraid... The o...

have you ever feel like when you were holding on to something for such a long time and then one day you say "i wanna give up. i'm tired of this thing"? well, that's what happening to me right now. i really feel like i wanna give up. the thing i've been hoping for years, i feel like it has turned into ashes and can never be the same again. i feel disappointed... really disappointed. i wanna give up, but i don't know if it's the best thing to do. which way to go? oh, i really wish i could clear up this mess. is staying away from the mess the solution to this problem?

hey yall i just decided to write this since i talked about this matter to my friend just now. i went to this program, "jom ke desa" located at kg sungai sumun, bagan datoh, perak! at first, i felt so happy to be able joining this program since i had finished my exams and got nothing to do in college. i was so happy when i got my adopted mother though i was alone being adopted, no partner. pretty nervous at first. but it turned out to be quite well. i was being treated like princess along the program by my adopted mother. well, maybe not like princess but i was going to say that i was treated well and warm heartedly by the whole family. not a problem to me. then, we have this culture night, (malam kebudayaan). this is the night i must not forget! what happened was, my adopted mother and i came late, then there was no table for us to sit together. but my adopted mother was able to find her seat. single seat actually, not for both of us. then, there's another person saying, ...

entry ni dicurik dari blog miss shiron , which i love it very much ! thank you my dear~ SOMETIMES Sometimes, she is like a mother to me.. ordering me around and taking care of me Sometimes, she is like a little sister to me..(fyi : i dont have one) shorter than me and always act like a kid Sometimes, she is like my sister to me.. giving me guides and know what's inside of me Sometimes, she is like a teacher to me.. teaching how to live in this life and other times i feel like she is my counsellor (jgn marah ye am..hehe) hear me and answering my dumb questions and most Vital and Important thing of all she is my MOST BELOVED FRIEND!!!! this one is only dedicated to me, no other than nur amalina ahmad. there shall be no duplicate of this poem and it belongs to shiron n me ! ahaks ! menompang nama wey! teehee