Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

I know, it’s kind of late to talk about KCB now, but, who cares? This is my blog. Sukati saya la. Well, back to the things I want to say. In my opinion la kan, I can’t even remember the heroin name but I can only remember the hero’s name and Furqon. S omething happened to me related to Furqon, dat’s why I can remember his name* . In KCB 2, we can see that the wife asked for a divorce from her husband, Furqon. I think she shouldn’t be married to Furqon at the first place if she already loved somebody else. This will only hurt the feelings of the husband and also, hers. Well, this is my judgment, from what I’ve seen in the movie. That’s the IMPORTANT thing I want to highlight here. She shouldn’t get married if she already fell in love towards somebody else. Poor Furqon. He’s not the one to be blamed. For me, as an educated person, shouldn’t she be well aware of that kind of disease which might be infected her future husband and also, her herself? Besides, HIV can be spread not only by s...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. So what’s going on here? End of semester vs. assignment? Yeah, that’s what we’ve been doing by the end of semester. It’s kind of weird, to do the assignment when you finally reach the end of semester. All the others were trying their best in studying to achieve a flying colour result, while us, huh sigh* trying our best, using our weekend to complete the assignment. Basically, this assignment is divided into two tasks, task A and task B. For task A, we have to find a fairy tale and find 10 sentences and analyze it. Basically it’s about that. For the second task, we are asked to watch a movie and write a review about the movie. We have to find phrases in our review. I like the part when we have to watch movie, I love it the most, the review part is still okay, but the finding the phrases part, aisey, I am so lazy to do that. I know, it isn’t as hard as you think but still… a rgh, orang malas memang penuh dengan alasan pon kan? Hahah. Unfortunately, I don’t have ...

i felt miserable. miserable. miserable. miserable. miserable. hmmm.. it's now raining. the nature's mood now is the same as my mood. sad, feel like wanna cry but no shoulder to cry on. i just kept it in. i just kept everything inside. i wanna leave this place. i've never had such feelings before, but now, here.. huh.. *sigh* since i was being left-out, i don't really care bout people anymore. i prefer to do my own things without thinking of the others, but i am not saying that i am selfish, no! absolutely no. i am not selfish, it's just that, since people around always make me feel i am alone, i just made a decision to not care about anyone else anymore. people can say anything about me, but i will just ignore it. why do you care so much into this matter? do you even sit, and look into my eyes and ask about my problems, maybe you can help solving my problems. NO. you never once did! so, why bother bout what i'm doing now? i'll just do what i want to do okay...

yeah, I'm glad. I'm glad that it's over now. huh? what's over? HIM ? no larh~~ heheheh.. the farewell party of course. i was so busy just to prepare the party. me and haziq were sweating like MAD yesterday just to find the presents and to tell lecturers. not to forget, arranging the place and the food. though the party wasn't good enough, i know, but i'm glad that we've made it! with the cakes and all that. actually, we're planning to give away the seniors something else, and of course, things just didn't work according to plan. Me, Che Wan, and Haziq, skipped class to find the presents and got things done which in the evening, gave me a real headache. it felt like my head's going to explode. HUHU. so heavy.. so in the evening, i didn't go to Social Studies class, and i just laying on my bed. Sorry, for now no pictures . at night, we watched movies for the assignment. haha. what kind of assignment ask u to watch movies? i mean, we're not...

Today, we didn't have English Studies class, which was GREAT ! When I was on my bed, sleeping, I got a call from Eqa, asking me to go class, accompany her coz she's alone in class. So I got up and got ready. While I was getting ready, I got a message from a classmate. He's so annoying ! At first, he just asked next class at what time, OK fine, I just replied, 11. Next message he asked, who's class. Then I went, WTF?? It's already end of semester and doesn't he have the time table? Sh**. I don't care and I don't have to care bout this guy ! Then I went to class, to find Eqa was on the lecturer's table with her phone in her hand. I just sat down and after she told me her little secrets, we went to cafe to grab some food. But I don't feel like eating so much, so I just ate doughnuts. We had our LDs class which I heard a few facts about the Internet and made me scared. Well, to everyone when you're using the Internet, just be careful. Our LDv cla...

assalamualaikum w.b.t. Today is a brilliant day. And tomorrow is going to be gorgeous. You want to know why? Because it’s now WEEKEND ! Hey, everyone loves weekend, don’t you? Today, I woke up as usual, got myself ready for the assembly * budak rajen mmg cmni* , and stood up there under a very hot sunlight. I considered myself lucky because the girl who stood beside me was a tall girl, from J8. Credit to all J8’s girls. They’re all tall. It’s good to stand beside them. HAHA ! Okay, not funny. That’s because I am short. HAHA ! REAL FUNNY. Whatever~~ OK, back to the assembly thing. I stood there waiting for the lecturers to finish their speeches and what-so-ever, I saw my friend was sitting and the others surrounding her were fanning her. When I looked down, I saw her lip was very pale. OMG, what happened? Oh, she’s just got L.B.P. *Low blood pressure* . She almost fainted. But luckily she didn’t. Well, after the assembly PASU was excitedly told us to wait. What is wrong with this man ...

Assalamualaikum w.b.t. Today was quite a busy day. We were staging Macbeth, for our assignment. Well, we had been assigned with this task long time ago, but this was the day. So, everyone got pretty busy and tired just to prepare the props, the backdrop and of course, memorizing the lines. After all hardships we’ve been through, here comes the day. I woke up as usual, but a bit early. HIHI. Then, I was supposed to call Shiron, to wake her up. Then, got my costume ready and took my bath. After putting all the make up, Shiron came to my room. She asked me to make up her. I left my room quite early to go to Dewan Sri Melati. As soon as I got there, I could see, some of my classmates were already there. So spiritual ! Good~~ I like~ Then, Merah and Atin helped the others to line the moustache on their faces. Ops, I should not have any moustache since I played Lady Macbeth role. Everything went smoothly. I’m glad that it was already over. After our class staged the play, its J6 turn...

assalamualaikum w.b.t. Well, it’s weekend rite? So, as usual, got up late la. HAHa.. As soon as I opened my eyes, I checked my phone. Hmm.. Got one message. From a friend, called A***. He sent me a message so early. Didn’t even wake up yet. HUHU. Never mind, then I log in to my FB of course. Weekend~~~ this is what I’ve been doing during weekend. Fb-ing for 24 hours. Lalalala.. Hey, it’s mother’s day rite. Better call my mom ! Hmmmm… looked through my phone, MY KING. So, I push the call button. Tuuuttt… tuutt.. Then I heard somebody’s on the line. “Assalamualaikum”.. “Waalaikumussalam”. I answered. My mom: Hah, ada apa? Me: Happy Mother’s Day! My mom: Oh, tima kasih. Dok buat apa? Baju basuh tak gi? Me : Dok online ja. X basuh lagi. Sat lagi nak keluaq. My mom: Dengan sapa? Me: Shiron. My mom: Shiron mana? Me: Ala, cakap bukan mak kenai pon. Budak Kelantan. Kami satu kelas. *tak ta0 sepa, aku gagap sket pg tu* My Mom: Ha, awat gagap nih? Mesti ada apa2.. Me: Mak, ...

hari ni, dya pergi kL. pergi k kL utk apa? mungkin utk berjalan, menghilangkan segala kebosanan yg dirasakan wktu berada dlm maktab ni. tapi, dya juga pergi utk berjumpa dengan si dia. dia yang baik hati itu. dia yg terlalu baik hati itu membuatkan aku cemburu sgt ! dia yg mungkin sampai sekarang masih berada di hatinya~~~ kelmarin, si dia menghantar msg. si dia meminta aku menjaga si dya, si dia juga berharap agar satu hari nanti, aku akan berada di hati si dya bagi menggantikan dia. aku sangat terkejut bila membaca msg tersebut. dan perasaan aku bagaikan disentap. sakit. memang itu yg aku rasa. aku rasa sakit sgtt. pedih utk aku menerima kenyataan. namun aku tak kan memutuskan melainkan dya yg meminta. andai kata hari itu tiba, aku harap, aku kuat untuk melepaskan si dya. andai dya bukan milikku, aku redha. SORI. ungkapan yg ditujukan buat diri dia dan dya. kepada dya, aku tak boleh nak jadi seperti si dia. si dia itu terlalu baik hati sedangkan aku, banyak lagi kelemahan yg perlu...

assalamualaikum wbt. pd petang khamis yg lepas, group TESL cohort 3, termasuklah kelas saya, dipaksa masuk hutan peliharaan maktab buat kali yg ketiga utk aktiviti PJ. huhu. saya amatlah tak suka masuk utan ni ! tapi, naseb baik hujan ditambah dengan kilat petir turun ! fuhhhh.. selamat~~ tak jadi msuk utan.. hoooraaaayy!!! aktiviti kitorang petang tu ditukarkan kpd aktiviti membalut luka.. saya berasa amatlah bosannnnnnnn ketika persembahan membalut tu ditayangkan~~ tg0k muka bosan kt bawah ni. heheheee *shiron da bercekak pinggang* then, kitowang kena masak ! waahhh besss sgtt ! memang bes sangat la petang tu~~ enjoyy abes! kt bawah ni, haziq ngah idupkan api. seb bek ada laki gk lam kelas saya. kalu x, jenuh la~~ dan saya sangatt suka membuli lelaki2 ini. hahaha... kitowang masak murtabak megi. cadangan: fizi. chef : shiron. saya? hahaha.. saya tolong2 gitu je. malas nak masok campor. hihihi.. ha, tak lupaa.. saya tukang makan ! yeah ! sedappp ooooo murtabak tu. banyak giler masakk....

assalamualaikum wbt Di sini saya ingin menyatakan bahawa, saya nak sangat BALEK RUMAH ! Saya amatlah merindui masakan mak saya. Fuhhh ! Isk..Isk...Isk.. Cedappnyerrr weh ! Ekotkan hati, nak ja saya balik ujung minggu nih. Lantak la duit ada ka tak. Saya leh kol ayah saya suroh datang ambik saya balik rumah. Maktab ni sunggoh jahat sekali kerana memisahkan saya dengan keluarga saya. I wanna go home~~ Somebody, please send me home. I miss my mom's cooking so much. Here, the food I ate, just the same. EVERY SINGLE DAY ! Unlike home, I can eat variety of food~ Well, the reason I want to go home it's not only because of my mom's cooking of course ! Basically, I miss my family so much. With the works I had to do here, I had no time to call my parents. MACBETH things make my life HECTIC here. Hello, the performances will be brought forward. Meaning we had less than a week to practice. Luckily, I just finished memorizing my lines. But my friend, who's playing Macbeth's...