Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

*car* * big mouth!* *my lover for now, muhammad afiq hafizi* *on my way to ipoh*

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. i just came back from class's meeting. n after the meeting, i realized that we were loaded with mountains of works! i feel like there's not even a space for me to breathe. but still, i have my time to do this.

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all... huhu... my henpon !!!!!!!! something's wrong with it... i hate to buy a new one. first i have no money! and the phone is not even one year old! so sad! what's wrong with my phone! i am not planning to buy a new one though i am interested a lot in LG Lollipop! i paid so much for this phone! RM700 lebey oke fon nih.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,, aku bukan kaya pon nak beli henfon baru!! iskk, patot pakai nokia hat besa2 ja! iskk.. tp, da beli kan. da hampir stahun bersama, sayang tu da ada. x kan ku khianati persahabatan ku bersama encik henpon nih. iskkkkkkkkk camna nih. ok2, seb bek warranty ada g. so, nak p GM asap. nak p repair henpon nih. awat laaaa jadik lagu nih? ni la henpon aku.. iskkkkkkk.... mood: sakit kepala sebab nak pkiaq sal henpon, rumah sewa, bakal notebook, fail mqa, homework yg menimbun! *tapi memang tengah sakit kepala pon*

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. When people asked me why a teacher? Why do you choose this career?, I can hardly answer it. even now. I just did it at first because of my dad. I feel like I have the responsibility to make him happy. He's my father whom I love the most. The man I loved the most a part from my brothers. Love needs sacrifices, am I right? Well, nobody says that is the fixed rule for love, but I think love cannot be separated from sacrifice. I wanted to be something else, perhaps, a pharmacist. That's my dream. but, I chose to be in this career instead of pharmacist. My dad once day told me that he wanted at least one of his children become a teacher, taking over his career. since my elder brother had missed the chance to be one, the responsibility had come to me. so, I decided to fulfill my dad's wish. why not? why can't I fulfill my dad's wish since he had fulfilled most of my wishes. n the most important thing is, without him, I am nothing. bu...

assalamualaikum wbt and peace upon all. today i had done probably the most craziest thing in my life. not only that, it was also a dangerous action which shall not be tried the next time around!! *warning warning* for today's activity, we had this forum at Pusat Islam Al-Hidayah. so after maghrib, me and friends walked to the venue. nobody expected that the night would be raining heavily. nobody ! so, after this forum, which Fatul (one of the panelist) gave me a very hot situation which he's looking down upon the girls, which i think not the right thing to do, we had some feast, (makan makan), it's BBQ anyway. awesome food, but sad thing is, i don't feel like eating. there was also cocktail, the best part and some drinks. so, after the feast, Fatul, asked all the girls to go to the front to take some pictures. to be documented, not because he wanted to take our picture, which i will certainly reject. the biggest and most dangerous and the craziest part was, it started t...

assalamualaikum wbt.. peace upon all Wow, Korean star virus. So what about this virus. Don't panic! It's just the term I use to describe the craziness among Korean stars' fans. Especially among my friends. LOL. Don't get mad. Well, I have to admit that I was once affected by this virus for so many times! Uncounted! Their dramas are irresistible. Somehow, I manage to resist the virus. I am still a Korean Star's fan. I love to listen to the songs coz their voices are good! My most favourite singer are Lee Hong Ki from Ft Island, Ryeowook, Sungmin, Yesung, Kyuhyun from Super Junior, Key, Onew, Jonghyun from SHINee, Tiffany, Yuri, SeoHyun, Taeyeon, Sunny from Girls Generation, MinWoo from Shinhwa, Micky Yoochun, JaeJoong, Changmin and Junsu from DBSK, though they're not DBSK anymore (so sad!) I can only think of these right now. But most of the girls from my friends love the Korean star's probably because of their looks. I mean, I admit it. They're all cute ...

assalamualaikum wbt.. just a quick update. i've been busy for this week. guess what? our class, won the performance. wow! congratz to J7. you guys are awesome. by the way, I'm thinking to join a blog competition. mainly for IPGM Kampus Ipoh's students only. erm, what do you think? I don't think I've been doing a good job ever since I started this blog. I wanted to advise people but at the same time, I wanted to put some Islamic contents over here. I am still learning in adding the content. I guess I really have to read more and learn more from the seniors' blog. I don't really know where my time have flown, but I really don't have time to read all the blogs I followed. truly sorry guys. for the few months, I have to suffer! no allowance till end of february or in early march. really have to depend on my parent's money to survive. plus, we have to find a house nearby. is living with 10 people in the house the good thing to do? I don't know and I a...

assalamualaikum wbt.. hey, it's me again.. today i went to the clinic and got permission leave from doctor for a day. it's my eye. my right eye to be specific. it's my right eye. when i woke up this morning, it'd swollen. i had to hide it with my spectacles. it kind of itchy too. so early in the morning, shiron sms'ed me. she asked me to accompany her to go to the clinic. then while filling the forms, i suddenly said i wanted to see the doctor too. since my eye is like this. n, the doctor allowed me to not join the class for the rest of the day. i am glad though. because recently i couldn't sleep much. i even messaged my lecturer to seek advice on how to relieve stress. i'm under stress. with so many works to do, to settle the tesl nite some more. oh, headache! gtg.. so l8r.

assalamualaikum wbt. i feel so messy right now. cause there are so many things to do. the tasks, the practice, finding house to be rent, finding future house mate, organizing the files, do things for lujnah money, and so much more. every single thing here gives me headache. i am an unorganized condition. so messy. waaa, i am crying right now. i am so touched ! shidah, u made me cry. haha.. i really feel like i need a vacation. but i know, there's no way i'm gonna get such a nice vacation when i just got here. i need to go and rest up my mind.. got no energy to go for the practice tonight. not even in the mood to smile also.

after the entry that I made things clear with him, I feel like there's a huge gap between us. it's nothing like before. it's not the same. which kinda make me feel sad most of the time. I am not strong, but I gotta be. I miss him so much~ anyway, whatever had happened, it might be the best for both of us. he got his life like he's always wanted. me? likewise I guess, but it's ok. I have responsibilities upon others too. guess can't let this matter getting worse, can I? :) no matter what I do in my life, I just can't get rid of him from my mind. I guess I prefer with him staying in my mind and my heart. I'll always be praying for him, may he succeeded in what he is in now. I know, he's going to be a great **c*** , real soon. and I'm gonna be a great teacher. not great teacher onizuka, but just me and my style~ he has always been one of my source of inspiration. a great guy I've ever met. I don't want him to change anything he is right now,...

assalamualaikum wbt.. first of all, I am so sorry that i didn't keep my promise that I will upload the pics of the baby.. let's see what we have yesterday and the day before. last night was awesome. y ? because Shiron, treating me with domino pizza!! yummy.. well, there's nothing much to describe about domino pizza. erm, pizza is pizza~ ok, last Friday, we went to my friend's aunt's house to see this new born baby. wow, she is so adorable! fyi, I love babies so much! I even got the chance to hold her. *excited excited* though she was just puke, but, I love the smell of the baby. not the puke I mean. the baby. btw, her name is ainul mardhiah. what a beautiful name. let's take a look at the baby pics shall we? baby name: ainul mardhiah baby's mom.. mok alang :) *sleeping sleeping* *DND* *me and baby* *I love to sleep* *holding the baby with motherly look, erkkk??* * doo doo roo~ doo doo doo kissing you baby~ doo doo roo~ doo doo doo loving you baby~* *she love...

assalamualaikum wbt hi ! i am so sorry for posting the nonsense stupid warden entry for my new year month. but the situation forced me too. haha.. i was really upset that i cried so much that day, n the next day, i had to wear my glasses to hide the swollen eyes. oke, to make up for the new year entry, *macam wajib la pulak kan?* , i just wanna blabber about my new life here. not exactly new, but also can be considered as new. why, coz i just started my first degree semester. i know, it's kinda lame coz most of my friends had already started theirs since last year. after a very hard going foundation, we all passed~~ luckily. though my result can't be considered excellent. pretty sad though. but my mom and dad were happy about it, so, it's OK. but still, among my best friends, my result is the lowest. so, since we are new to degree, we had this two days orientation. very tired for the first two days of the week. we had to spare our ears and listen to the lecturers explaining...

tonight, i am so pissed off. why ? because this stupid institute tells us to shut up and don't argue when convicted. it's kinda stupid, isn't it? because, all in the class, we were told to stand for our rights, voice out our opinion. but when situation like this comes, suddenly we have no voice. we are all mute. what happened was, we had discussion. supposedly, we were going to discuss at this place called pondok air. but, there were so many people there. and the place is not ours to chase away the people. they have their rights to discuss there too. so, we took a place, in front of pejabat penyelia asrama, it's girls authority place there, men are not allowed. but then, we had no choice. another reason was, before the boys came up, i saw a boy, coming in and buy plain water there. i mean, if the rule said, men are not allowed, means, no boy can come in right? but then, the venue we took, was exactly under the light. n, men are not allowed sign is placed on the building...