Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

i am a person who really loves baby or babies. when i got home, quickly asked my mom about my auntie's who's about to have a baby when my mother informed me on a phone call which i couldn't recall when.whatever.maksu dah bersalin bila aku tanya mak which was like two days ago.  and aku dah tergedik-gedik nak pi tengok baby tu.taktau la apa nak jadi dengan aku tapi that's what happen.so tadi,ayah aku bawak balik baby tu kat rumah.and apa lagi, melompat-lompat la aku. mesti la hepi okay. baby itu sangat comel! and cepat-cepat mintak baby tu kat ayah.nak dukung! and tertunai hajat nak dukung and cium-cium baby. nama sepupu baru aku tu aisyah khadija. culik dia kejap dari mak dia. main-main ngan baby dalam rumah. dia tak nangis pun bila aku amik dia. hehe. and baby camtu lah sangat awesome.  so, siapa nak bagi chance kat aku untuk main-main ngan baby lagi? nak tolong jagakan pun boleh. haha. silly me. 

it's very annoying when i try to correct like everybody's grammar! urghh... seriously can't help it. not that i always use perfect grammar in writing or what but that's the thing that happens when you're studying grammar and you really want to apply it in your life. sigh~ 

sometimes in life we keep thinking what others think too much and neglecting our own feelings. it is good to think about others but there are times we should think about ourselves too. this has nothing to do with being selfish okay. what i mean is, we conform with what people say to us. it is like, they are leading our life when we are the one who should lead our own life. they can advice us but they can't force us to be what we want to be. so,happy living guys. do what's right for you. 

i am feeling like the exams are over. because i really don't wanna look upon books right now.  and i don't feel so good today. i think i'm gonna be sick. and that is not awesome because i still want tot forget about exam! 

tadaa.. there you go. a woman. a celebrity actually. she's like pregnant for four months and she's wearing that heels. oh berani nya.  AA cakap lau pregnant esok jangan harap la dia nak bagi pakai kasut yang ada heels. sikit pon tak boleh. T.T

i called my mom just now. wishing her happy mother's day. then we talked like really fast because she had to wash this cloth because she's on duty for whatever it is that she told me.i told my mom that i want to learn to cook,preferably dishes.instead,she's asking me to bring back the recipes for dessert.i am not that interested in dessert though i love to eat them.anyway, i will learn that somehow.and my little buddy at home hafizi, was asking my mom to bake him a cake.but my mom refused.then i remembered the moment of me baking cookies when all the cookies were finished within two to three days only.so i told my mom to tell my lil brother to have to wait for me to go back home and bake him one.oh, so exciting.  when i think about the upcoming holidays, there are like tons of plans to do that i have on my wishlist. 1) i would like to have a bbq party with my family. where i do most of the cooking.  2) i would like to cook lots of meals for my family. (partly becau

it's raining now.. and i wish to have a hot chocolate drink.  look delicious ain't it ? 

orang sibuk berlatih tarian dabus kat belakang, kitorang boleh lak selca kat sini. with naz. 

i never imagine that i would be treated this way.i mean, who could have guessed? but luckily, this is not the first time to me. i have been through it before and i made it and i am sure i am gonna survive through this challenge. the thing is, some people might misunderstood me for throwing them away out of my life when actually they are the one who are throwing me away from their lives. the decision is yours. ever been inside of me? ever been feeling the same way like i did? ever been left alone? ever been treated the way i've been treated? if ever you were to be left alone, you would be sulking with the others after that, am i right?  don't you ever think you are good enough to judge people by what they do. because you don't have the slightest idea of what they have been through. easy for you to say it because you have all people around you to support. easy for you to say because you have never been left alone. easy for you. yeah, mark my words, EASY FOR YOU

i really am exhausted now. no kidding. dead tired. i wish i could sleep for hours. but that is so impossible because i still have like tons of works to do. *sigh. with my aching body. i feel like crying.