Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

hey yall, looking at the title of the entry i am sure u guys must have some thoughts in mind.. or perhaps, u guys have forgotten them all already. i'm just gonna share one of my painful childhood memories. *haha, macam banyak je~* there was once, a place called "home" lived by creatures called family... *gimik semata-mata there was a young girl, a teenage girl, aged around 14-16, she was a very neat person. her family was not as rich as the other fortunate girls, she shared her room with her two younger sisters. the sisters always messed up her room, and she was a person who could not live in a mess. one day, seeing the mess in her room, made by her sisters, she decided to clean them up. she threw away all the papers which in her eyes were unimportant. the next morning, she woke up as usual and prepared herself to go to school. usually, she was sent to school by his father. never crossed her mind that day, was going to be a painful day for her that she would remember till

i really love this song ! it's love.... TRANSLATION: When I walked besides you My heart keeps trembling the whole day through Alone, thinking about you Always keeping memories you marked Even if we accidently meet each other I will seemingly looking down Even when you and I surprisingly meet I'll only know to expose a shy little smile Do you understand it now? Do you see through my heart now? The love that comes silently Did you...Did you hear it now? It was my love since the beginning That warmly shines on my icy heart The love that comes to me step by step Although I'm a bit afraid... The one that moved me, my love Just like the rain, disrupted my heart My heart...my heart is already in love Missing you so... Do you understand it now? Do you see through my heart now? The love that comes silently Did you...Did you hear it now? It was my love since the beginning That warmly shines on my icy heart The love that comes to me step by step Although I'm a bit afraid... The o

have you ever feel like when you were holding on to something for such a long time and then one day you say "i wanna give up. i'm tired of this thing"? well, that's what happening to me right now. i really feel like i wanna give up. the thing i've been hoping for years, i feel like it has turned into ashes and can never be the same again. i feel disappointed... really disappointed. i wanna give up, but i don't know if it's the best thing to do. which way to go? oh, i really wish i could clear up this mess. is staying away from the mess the solution to this problem?

hey yall i just decided to write this since i talked about this matter to my friend just now. i went to this program, "jom ke desa" located at kg sungai sumun, bagan datoh, perak! at first, i felt so happy to be able joining this program since i had finished my exams and got nothing to do in college. i was so happy when i got my adopted mother though i was alone being adopted, no partner. pretty nervous at first. but it turned out to be quite well. i was being treated like princess along the program by my adopted mother. well, maybe not like princess but i was going to say that i was treated well and warm heartedly by the whole family. not a problem to me. then, we have this culture night, (malam kebudayaan). this is the night i must not forget! what happened was, my adopted mother and i came late, then there was no table for us to sit together. but my adopted mother was able to find her seat. single seat actually, not for both of us. then, there's another person saying,

entry ni dicurik dari blog miss shiron , which i love it very much ! thank you my dear~ SOMETIMES Sometimes, she is like a mother to me.. ordering me around and taking care of me Sometimes, she is like a little sister to me..(fyi : i dont have one) shorter than me and always act like a kid Sometimes, she is like my sister to me.. giving me guides and know what's inside of me Sometimes, she is like a teacher to me.. teaching how to live in this life and other times i feel like she is my counsellor (jgn marah ye am..hehe) hear me and answering my dumb questions and most Vital and Important thing of all she is my MOST BELOVED FRIEND!!!! this one is only dedicated to me, no other than nur amalina ahmad. there shall be no duplicate of this poem and it belongs to shiron n me ! ahaks ! menompang nama wey! teehee

guwa ditag~~ 1. Ape benda paling penting dlm hidup anda? ans: henpon weh! guwa tak leh idop tak dak fon. n my laptop~~ 2. Benda terakhir anda bli gune wet sendri... ans: buku mr midnight n mr mystery + cd kosong 3. Di mana tempat korg nk melangsungkan perkahwinan anda n tema perkahwinan anda nti ? ans: tempat, erk ?? dewan millenium kah ? haha, aku tak sekaya tu ! >.<'' terpulang kat ayh aku lah, tang mana leh muat owang, balon ja ! theme lak, i like purple, so purple white kot.. 4. Adakah anda sedang bercinta ? ans: apa itu cinta ? ahaks ! saya SINGLE.... 5. Berapa lama anda akan mencintai kekasih anda ? ans: soalan tak dak kena mengena ngn aku, tak mo jawab ! 6. Di mana anda slalu jumpe kekasih anda ? ans: tak mo jawab leh ? ngeh3 nt ada spy tak bertauliah berkeliaran sewaktu berdating~ ~ 7. Novel / buku / majalah terakhir anda beli ? ans: dah sebot kan td~ 8. Apakah nama penuh anda ? ans: nur amalina binti ahmad 9. Antara mak n ayah anda, mana yg anda lg mesra ? ans

i hate it when my mom left a plastic of leftovers, then the flies did their thing there and produced their offspring like RAIN !!!! dammit~~~~~ i cannot cook n clean the sink because of that~~ i hate that creature!!!!! disgusting~ adeh, camna nak masak ni ? quest: y didn't i throw away the leftovers plastic at the first place? ans: i hate dealing with leftovers~~ *tak bley kawen~ T.T p/s:sapa nak jadik laki aku, tolong jgn takot dengan renga aka ulat sampah !!!! arggghhh !

today is a very special occasion which i made it to my blog.. so what's so special about today ? it's friday and it's hot, bla bla bla bla .... ok, stop nagging at me a'ight? today is someone's birthday a very dearest friend of mine, that is why it so special today~ heeee... to shiron, i made this entry just for you ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DARLING may u become clearer instead of blur ! sweet 19th birthday, baking her own birthday cake.. ********* so who's shiron ? you won't find her as the best creature that lives on earth, but you can find her as a good listener instead of a good advisor.. you cannot find her doing nothing in her room, you can find her helping others you might sometimes feel hurt, being pinched and slapped at.. it's a good thing she has 'reduced' the habit meaning, less pinch, less slap :) between me n her, i think we have a very good chemistry we always spill out the exact phrase, word by word !!! i hate it when this happens~~ it

assalamualaikum wbt.. guess what, exam's over ! i don't know why, but recently, i've been talking about exam most of the time. y? because for the last semesters, we didn't have any exam. that's why. even if we have, it's only mock exam. i didn't even work hard for it, honestly speaking~ btw, since exam's over, and we got our allowance, my friends and i went and enjoyed ourselves at JJ. so, right after exam, after change our clothes, we went to JJ straight away. we watched a movie, which i've forgotten its title. *too bad~ my friends asked me to buy something for them, but after got out from the cinema, all stores had closed ! i was quite panicked because the things that my friend asked to buy is for the program and needed to be settled as soon as possible. luckily, JJ department had not close theirs yet. we went back to maktab with some misunderstood. not created but a total misunderstood. i cried after i got back to my room with the feeling guilty a

suddenly i become so energetic to up date the entry~~ oke, i lied. i am bored ! i am waiting for my burger.. am so pathetic today. i know, i am not supposed to be like this, but when i am not well, everything will be affected. poor thing.. the es paper.... i want to comment so much about this. the paper is 3 hours, my roommate already thought it was long enough. but when i answered, it's not enough. my hand is running on the paper. it sweat a lot too. there's what happened when there are so many ideas in your head, and you have only 180 minutes to answer the questions. the weird thing that happened today is, i managed to finish Macbeth text within 3 hours. that was awesome ! the night before, i spent my night with TKAM. and i felt like my head was fulled with so many things, and during the exam, i spilled everything ! and now, my head is empty. i skipped lunch and guess what's the consequences i've to get now? headache ! that's just great you know. n this little fel

i am so tired with this thing called examination. i admit it, i like exam. but though, it still an exhausting thing to do. :( during our previous semester, we didn't have exam. and in our final semester only got exam. and now it's the time. you may think that, we had a bunch of time to study before the final exam. LOL. i don't think so. that's because i am not a person who will study in the early hour. i'm the last minute creature~~ kuang3.. that's the reason why my result has never been a tip top one ! LOL serves u right ! T.T but i know, during my exam, i'll do my best. as my friend said, i have a very strong and powerful which Allah has given me. i am very thankful. today, which is dated 9th of November, which is also a birthday of my friend, and also, the English Studies' exam. i've been filling my brain with TKAM and Macbeth stuff, and i think my head is full. Ok, that is so unreal. i was reading Macbeth text just now, and i thought i wanted to

assalamualaikum wbt. this is a heart to heart confession, if the words below are unbearable for yall to read, just close the tab. there is something in life that even though you worked really hard for it but you just can't achieve it. but that does not mean you have to stop chasing and stop working hard for it. the decision whether you get it or you don't get it is not yours, but it's ALLAH's for muslim, and GOD's for non-muslim. get what i mean or not? i really appreciate it when people around me kept telling, "you don't have to study, you already got the brain". for me, i don't really like this kind of comment, seriously. it hurts me. you may think it's a compliment, but i would rather think it as a sarcastic. because a person does not born from his/her mother's womb as a genius. he or she still need to gain knowledge by studying. n practically, studying does not mean you sit down and face the book 24 hours! think about it. i am not makin

My beloved J7 class Heh. Arini nak cakap sal budak-budak kelas aku yg aku syg gilerr… n setiap sorang dari dowang nih, mesti je ade bende yg aku admire. First, aku nak cakap sal orang yg duduk sebelah aku lam kelas. Walaupon, kitowang selalunya merempat je. Huhuk. >.<” Hah, sape orang tu? Tak lain tak bukan, mestilah shidah ! bende yg aku admire gegile kat die kan, die nye fokus lau wat keje. Aisey, tak leh lawan oo. Like in my previous entry, there was a story I told about her, a bit. A few descriptions lah katekan. Bab wat tasks or assignments yg lecturer bgi, memang aku admire ar die. Kejap je da siap. So, lau lam kelas tu, yg selalu siap kerja, mmg die lah. Walopon, org len pon siapkan keje gk, tp die yg plg org kompem kalau bab dah siapkan keje. Ahaks. Next, nak ckp sal rummet shidah ni lak, hanim. Hmm, part yg aku admire gil e hanim ni adalah, die ni sowang yg lemah lembut giler arh. Kalau nak diratekan kelemah lembutan die ni, aku bgi 8/10. Hah, banyak la tue. Han