Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

I am just too lazy to make the sugar caramel for this kuih. This is my first time and as usual, i dont follow the exact recipe. Main bedal je tapi okay la. My baby likes it. Semalam cuba buat yg ada gula tu. and i used my brown sugar, it caramelised so hard that it sticked to the plate and I couldn’t take it off. It had harden. And i cant be bothered to clean off scrape everything so i threw away the plate as well. Lol. 

To be honest, there is not one day passed by that i dont feel tired. When i am home, there is always something to do. It’s good. The endless chores. I guess it’s good because then i get to sleep soundly at night because i will be tired by 10 already.  Sometimes i wanna cry. Because even though i am married and i already have a kid that keeps me busy, at times i do feel lonely. I really need a friend who is willing to listen to all my stories. I know. That’s what husband do. But then trust me, it’s different when you rant to a guy and you rant to a girl. It’s just different. I guess that’s why i get super upset when ones I thought who are my friends didnt respond to all my little stories about my life. I really really do feel upset actually.  This is just another heart breaking story of mine.