Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

I uninstalled my whatsapp today. Cuz i was so freaking sad. What happened was, i was telling a friend of mine about my conflict and she only commented, haha.  To me it was sad. But how come it’s funny for her? And to reply haha and just that. Nothing else. I was there whenever she needed someone to listen to. And she wasn’t there. 

Alkisah hari ni, kami ada kenduri di kuala kangsar. So keluar rumah awal, breakfast pun di luar semua. And selamat tiba di destinasi lah. It was my husband’s ex yang kahwin sebenarnya. Tapi that was long long time ago. So macam lantak lah kan. Pergi sebab my in laws pun pergi. Jiran opah suami.  Bila dah tiba di destinasi, we all went lah dengan mak yang semua. Aku ambil nasi. Tapi nasi tu tak kena dengan selera aku sebab nasi tu ada jintan seketul². Like urgh. So aku tak habiskan nasi.  Habis kenduri kitorang lepak je dekat rumah opah suami. Lepak lama sangat. Mula nya plan nak ikut ke rumah opah cu. so kitorang tunggu la. Tunggu punya tunggu. Sampai aku pun naik kebas bontot sebab tak ada benda nak dibuat (line telefon pon takde oi; no service). I kept on pushing my husband. Bila nak gerak. Jom la. Tapi dia dok cakap sikit lagi. Aku pn hmmm jelah. Sabar lagi.  Then i asked opah lah. Opah nak pergi ke tak rumah opah cu? Then she said, tak pergi dah la sebab opah cu dah datang rumah. H

I guess there is a silver lightning of differences between husband and wife.  Dah lama sebenarnya aku tak cuci master bedroom punya bilik air. I am taking my own pace sebenarnya. So lepas cuci i asked memang rasa puas hati la. Sebab segala kekotoran di dinding tu semua dah takde. Being a proud housewife kan i asked my husband la. Bersih tak bilik air? He was like, hm boleh la. Ehh whaaaatt?? The difference was huge I’m telling ya. Bukan lah sekotor kedai mamak tu tapi mata aku tetap nampak segala kekotoran di dinding. I guess my husband didnt see it sebab tu dia mcm tak leh nak beza sangat before and after. 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄  Bagus jugak kan dia tak dapat detect. If not aku rasa every day kena cuci bilik air kalau husband aku clean freak. Nasib baik dia faham keadaan aku. Even rumah sepah i couldnt do anything dia still okay. Kadang² tu aku yg jadi bebal sebab rumah sepah. Bila aku dah mengamuk protest² tu baru lah suami aku kemaskan rumah. Haha. If not rasanya he wouldn’t do it. He was being