Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

i was just crazy not in peace just now at work. i dont know why i feel like that. ok. actually i do know but i just wont write it here.  i did linus with the kids today and gosh, Lord oh Allah. only He knows how angry and upset i was with this one particular kid. i taught her the same thing again and again. but it just doesnt work on her. it was upsetting. i was furious and tired. honestly. then i told her, stop eating maggie lah. asyik tak ingat jer nih.  if i didn't wear hijab, i'd probably be pulling my hair because i was stressed. lol 

today was quite a hectic day for me. i've been working non stop for the whole time i was at school. it was really tiring for me, especially with my sick body. luckily everything went well. i tried to get the notebook supplied from the government but there was a lady who made it quite difficult for me. she kept asking me too many questions. at last i went straight ahead to the boss and asked if it was okay for me to get the notebook and she asked me to get from that lady. heck! 

we are on a road trip together. convoying with his friends. there was one time the girls, (there are only three girls including me only in this trip), we were too shy to eat breakfast because there were just too many men and it was others' house, so i just waited outside for him to finish his shower. then he got out of the house and looked for me, he looked at me and said, makan.. one word! with powerful and manly intonation. hahaha. man i love it. feels like i am owned by him and it gives me pleasure. i was smiling in my heart and at the same time asking the other girls who are wayyy younger than me to eat as well. lol.

to tell you the truth, i am a bit sad right now. why do i even bother to dig about the past when the present is so much better? i am a sad person like this. now my heart aches so much knowing that information.. why am why???

it was such a bright day this morning. it was hot as well. alhamdulillah for today. hope everything will turn out good tomorrow.

Wahhh.bloody annoying lah.. They closed the road, the only road i know to reach that place. I was turning round and round kl thinking howwww lahh to go to that place. Lastly i decided to park hell far from the place i wanted to go because i had no choice. I had to cross two main bloody busy road to get to my car. I was lucky this morning the traffic wasnt so bad, just wait until this afternoon. It will get worst and worst! I was cursing in the car because they closed the road. Bloody angry. Since i havent been walking in a long distance so much,i feel like my legs are cramping right now. Man i am angry. I thought i was late and i hate being late. That is why i am cursing and i have nobody to ask. I couldnt stop in the middle of the road and block the other cars just because i wanted to ask question to the police officer can i? And if i can find a ppace to park my car then i wouldnt be wanting to ask the police anymore cuz it is a waste of time that i should just walk to the place. Gosh