Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

What I am about to say below might be the truth and might be not to certain people. I am glad if you agree with me and also I don't mind if you don't. Different people have different opinion.   And so, not that I am in a marital status or something but I heard, (blame the television and newspaper) that the reason that the guy always say why they are cheating is because the girl does not know how to be attractive (in what sense actually??)  Let's see, a husband comes back home. The wife had been keeping the house tidy, and prepared for the meal, took care of the children, and also did the laundry while the husband was away at work. For sure, the wife will look pretty exhausted by the time the husband comes back home. Well, that's logic right? Unless, they hire at least one maid, then the wife will have some time to at least peek in the mirror and make them pretty with minimum putting on bright red lipstick, or pink.  But, sometimes when the husband says to

things have left me with unspoken words, those words are not meant to be said out loud, so i am just going to keep it to myself, as much as it hurts, it does not matter any more, to me, or to everyone else. so, please stop give a damn.

women have always been labeled as having an illogical way of thinking. as a woman-to-be, i can't say i completely disagree with the way that we have been labeled, but i also find it hard to deny it too.  for example, this happens to me quite a lot recently.. ^.^ he was playing games with his friends and not replying my messages (which i thought he completely ignored me)  me: which one is more important, me or the game?? whenever i re-think about it, i always laugh at how silly i am but i seriously can't help it when i am in such situations.. how can i compare myself to the game?? of course i am more valuable than the game, even if he does not admit this i definitely and will forever think i am worth wayyyy more than the game.  second thing,  a girl: i don't like this person (a female celebrity)...  me: why? a girl: well, because she likes the guy (also a celebrity) i love.  me: ........ (what's the point of hating her at the first place?

Ibu dia call...  Cakap kejap... Then  Dia : Ha, Ibu ni ada orang nak cakap.   Dia bagi henfon kat saya...  Blur kejap Me: Assalamualaikum... bla.. bla.. bla... *dalam hati: nak kena betul mamat sekor nih! tiba-tiba jer pass fon kat orang!*@$@!%#!$#%!!*

When I was accompanying him eating his food, I came up with this idea to blog. A funny one. Really. Well, perhaps to Muslim only.  As Muslims, of all the animals in the world, there are only two which is haram for us to touch. If we touch it, then we must clean the part which had touched the animal with soil water and water. There are few amounts of it and I don't wish to tell you into detail about that. Well, the two special and selected animals are dogs and pigs.  Here is the beginning of a real hilarious story.  It was evening. We were having Gerko class that day. It was En. Amir who was teaching. We had class in the college gym. It was a boring class because most of us are not into sports. So, fooling around session in the class had happened. The topic was, pigs. I didn't know how they came out with that topic. I forgot.  According to one of my classmates, we only have to clean ourselves with soil water and water also known as samak if we touch the pink

Everyone has at least a bad habit. Oh don't give me that crap that you don't even have at least one bad habit.  If you are, then you must be an alien because human is definitely not perfect. Today I want to talk about this one special, peculiar bad habit of mine. It's having food leftover after eating. No matter how hungry I am I will not finish the food that I am eating. Unless the food is super delicious! If its taste is ordinary, then please don't be surprised to see me eating halfway.  It really is a bad habit because well, that's what we call it a waste.. better you don't eat.. haha. that's cruel. I still have to eat. Nowadays its hard to find good and delicious food unless it is cooked by the greatest chef ever back at home, my mom.  Here, it is hopeless to see me finishing the entire thing on my plate. My boyfriend always sees and always has known this bad habit of mine, and if he could, I will ask him to finish my food. Sometimes he

Saya tak kisah nak susah demi dia. Tapi dia tak suka saya bersusah. Awak nak saya hidup senang selalu eh? Saya tau awak akan buat apa saja supaya saya boleh senyum. Tapi saya pun nak buat awak senyum jugak. :) Published with Blogger-droid v2.0.10

today i went to my practicum school because there was unfinished business there. the guard got mad at us and showed ugly face to us, but i didn't blame her because she had to take care of the school. i got that. never mind that. but today, i met three fucking useless driver. argh. totally got mad at them. first one, there was this  lorry driver. i know the fact that the road near my house doesn't have a white line to separate the two lanes but at least be fucking considerate lah! you overtook my road until the left of my car had to move half away from the road because you don't even know the meaning of being considerate! there was more on your side you asshole useless driver!  that was one. the other one happened when i wanted to go out from giant mall. there were traffic light there. mine was already green and the other side of course lah red light. but there was this fucking ugly useless kancil driver. yes kancil driver to be specific, that person drove very fa

I screamed to my face, "hoi, study!" so I closed Google chrome that contained facebook and twitter, 5 seconds later, I opened twitter on the phone. This is useless. I should throw them away. 

have you ever heard something and immediately believed it? how can you be sure whether it's true or not?  when you heard something, please do a deep research about it. unless you don't even want to bother about it and it is a waste of time researching for it then what's the point of listening to it at the first place? you can ignore it. but when it comes to serious matter, you cannot take it lightly. what has been said might be true and it might be not. it is the same as hadis. i know, i am not pious enough to talk about this but this is what i know and what i have learned, so i just wanted to share. if you want to ignore this, please do so. i won't lose a thing.  there are lots of hadis in this world. but, how true is that hadis? is it acceptable? some people created hadis because they want the people to be good. so they say, Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. said this and that, but is that really the truth?  there are few types of hadis. the one that we should li

13:11 that's my clock. it's ticking. but i don't feel alive. i am sleepy. i want to sleep.

me: awak, kalau saya gemuk macam ******, awak nak tak kahwin dengan saya?  him: tak nak..  me: speechless. sampainya hati.. fine. kalau awak gemuk macam ***** saya pun tak nak kahwin dengan awak. (tak nak kalah) 

hey there. guess what? we had a counselling session just now. well, it was okay. we're the bad people. always and forever. well, never been to a counselling before. even the counselor did not think us as bad students. hah! anyway, forget about the hot issue that was going on for a while. even some of the lecturers did give us that mocking look and when you look at them you feel like you want to put up your middle finger and say, "stay the hell out of this!" yerp. well, at least that's what i'd felt.  to that person, i just want to ask, what is it that you got that you had to put me down in front of strangers like that? calling me lazy? well, you are even worse. hello! look in the mirror? what can you see? a damn ghost! i can still give you comments about your appearance if you want me to. you are thin, i am fat. well, at  least, i am young and you are old! witch.  right. i don't even feel like it's worth it for me to talk about you in my blog. o

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i still think it is not fair. where everyone else is freely to go back to their hometown but us, we have to show a cause letter for not coming to college. well, for some reasons we have to be there but since we don't have class on friday so why not go back a little early? why are you so worked up just because we were absent on Friday? It's because of that stupid test. that test had caused a disaster to us. i know that we are required to take the test but did they mention anything about the exact date of having it? nope. they did not mention nor tell us earlier. they told us two days BEFORE the damn test. and for worse, we heard the news among ourselves. not from the lecturers. now that's a good news. last minute decision.  can i not write the cause letter? i was still at ipoh that morning. damn it. really. things that can be done easily and you are making it hard and complicated.  oh yeah, remind me to take the test on my own this Monday. urgh. hate it to d