Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

cantik tak ? this is for my teaching aids. letih buat benda alah ni. so tiring. exhausting. body and mind. 

nak lagi strawberi boleh ? 

home made food. erm, sedapnya. bila lagi dapat menikmati hidangan camni. minum petang bersama keluarga. :') 

domo kun ! tapi dah terputus tali. takpelah. unik sikit. tak gitu?  AA yang bagi. :') 

adalah padan dengan muka aku kerana minum air sejuk secara tak sengaja sebab sayang nak buang. sekarang sakit yang melampau. saya tak mintak awak datang arini, awak je yang datang tak ketuk pintu. main serbu je eh. dah la tak bagi warning. sob3.. kan saya merana sekarang.  i am currently talking to myself and my body. please pay no mind. 

wishing. dreaming. hoping. praying. 

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  yesterday i went out. today also feel like going for an outing with him but the weather. *sigh.  kerja hE pun tak siap lagi nih. tapi memang rasa nak keluar dengan AA sangat-sangat. tapi tak pa lah kot kalau tak keluar. kot!  so apa patut aku buat jap lagi? jawapannya mesti lah kena siapkan mind map untuk hubungan etnik tu. makan dah kenyang. apa lagi la yang aku dok tunggu. oh ya. header. blog header. my blog header. tengah buat yang baru sekarang. tapi tetiba dia jadik not responding. memang lah mengundang kemarahan kan? tu maknanya kena stop mengadap benda tu and start buat kerja. tak gitu? eceh. whatever lah kan. sakit pinggang yang begitu ketara membuatkan rasa malas sangat nak buat kerja tu. haish.  nak kuar dengan AA jugak. tak kira. haha..  *mengada tak tentu pasal. 

assalamualaikum wbt. wassup wassup. memang takdak keja lah kan aku ni. maklumlah, kelas petang ni cancel. so, tak payah pusing-pusing kepala nak gosok baju. yippee... pagi tadi memang ada kelas. and actually aku dah nak siap pun. masa tu berdiri kat depan cermin, melilit kepala dengan selendang bak ular sawa then tetiba, henfon nokia aku yang cikai ni pun berbunyik. fuh. ada mesej masuk tu. aku pun usyar, oh, MR. **** rupanya (lecturer) . and ayat dia dalam mesej tu sangatlah menikam kalbu ku... pedih. lalu aku pun tersentap, hampir rebah tetapi masih stabil.hampir terlepas henfon dari tangan.hampir sahaja. lalu nafas menjadi sesak... muka semakin panas. mata kian kabur. acewah, leh buat novel gini. tapi memang betul pun ! nak aku quote kan kat sini tak ? haha. tak payah lah kan. tapi apa yang pasti ayat dia sangatlah memedihkan ulu hati. senak perut baca. then kyron pulak mesej, cakap dia dah keluar rumah. tapi aku dah kehabisan mood untuk pergi ke kelas. lalu aku pon reply

it is so difficult to live without at least owned transport. well, at least bicycle. i don't even have that. no, i'm not joking. it's true. right now, the only way for me to go back and forth to the college is by getting in other's car and give them trouble! so sorry guys. like seriously. maaf lah menyusahkan hidup anda-anda semua. jasa anda akan ku kenang.  so not to say i am a demanding girl for asking a car from my dad. which is obviously not because he already promised to give me one when i entered this college. so, dad, tolonglah hantar keta tu asap. because i really need it. tak nak menyusahkan others lagi dah and terpaksa tebal muka mintak dorang hantarkan pegi sana sini. sob3. 

penah tengok gambar camni? haha. gigi arnab terserlah di situ. dem.

agak-agak kalau pakai spek camni oke tak?

purplish is my favourite ! :') when i was on the Facebook last night i saw my friend's status. wow! she's in a relationship. finally. never seen her has a boyfriend before but not that she has never fall in love or what, it's just that it has never been this serious.   congratz ah! and she's a beautiful girl. the boy is so lucky. *my boy pon lucky jugak, kan AA?* bila nampak status yang dia buat kat fb tuh, cepat-cepat capai fon and text her. walau pun dah tengah malam. tak kira. nak tauu jugak. hehe.  tapi tak sempat bercerita pun sebab mata pun cam dah mengantuk sangat semalam. so tak sempat nak bercerita panjang-panjang. cuti pun tak sempat nak jumpak sebab dia ni rajin betul holidays kat over the sea!  so nak cakap tu jer lah. hehe.. tengah tak berapa nak sihat sebenarnya. sakit perut yang teramat sangat-sangat.. tapi still nak keluar dengan AA japgi. dah lama tak nampak muka dia. :') bye2 kawan2. thank you for reading this. 

i know i know.. now quit looking at me with that face! WTF ! which stands for why the face. don't misunderstand me. by the way, i know i have not been updating my blog for like what, ages? centuries? oh, that's too much. anyway, i know i am wrong but i have a very solid reason.  the internet at my house broke down. see! told ya~  since i am back with my nonsense and so many things on my mind which appear to be ON my mind, i will do my best to update with my current issues! oh yeah girl, i have so many issues. got problem with that? nope? okay. let's move on.  actually right now i am so sleepy. even though i did do some nap just now. ssh.. i was too tired. don't blame me okay.  anyway, there are like tons of stories to tell, so first i just want to tell you guys something that make me feel like, 'oh man, that is ridiculous!'  i've heard, oh, nope, we've heard a complaint by somebody who is at a higher status than us.  the complaint was about we were

musim orang malas update blog. sekian. =.=''