Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

there were few students kept surrounding me and asked me where i came from. i asked them to guess. so there was a boy said, i came from Kelantan. another boy interrupted and said, "eh, teacher mesti bukan orang Kelantan. muka teacher tak sesuai jadi orang Kelantan." so, Kelantanese has its own face identity eh? haha. tak tau pulak. senyum jer dengan kerenah budak-budak nih. 

so a friend of mine is a 'mamak'. she is teaching English, just like me. but she has to teach the last class of year 5. i think the students in this class are very special. even though they never listen to you, and never understand what you're teaching, and no matter how much scold them, the next day, they will go back to you, and love you. i love to enter the classroom even though each and every one of them has different personalities and styles. sometimes it will give you a headache.  so this class, is very comfortable with my friend and i.  one day, a student, asked my friend,  "teacher, teacher mesti orang penang, kan?" "kenapa cakap teacher orang penang pulak?" "sebab teacher hitam manis. orang penang kan hitam manis." =_='' yerp. i wasn't aware that orang penang ni hitam manis. hahahahaha..  :) 

i hardly have friends who are physically bigger and taller than me. it's normal for a human being to find friends who are about their sizes. that includes me. if you looked at my 5 years friends and friends for 11 years, they're about my size. but until the day i got posted, i don't have the option of choosing friends anymore. it is more like a gift.  i've known her for three months now. but that's kinda means we're in the new stage in a relationship. but still, here i am, writing about her, cuz i miss her. i am all alone now without her.  the first day we wet, i never imagined for us to be friends. since she's bigger and a lot taller than me. but since we only have each other, we became pretty close.  i know her. she laughed at my jokes (you know how i appreciate when someone laughs at my jokes), we have the same mind which is amazing for a friend you've just met for three months, we have the same appetite, we have the same interest, korea

been such a long time. hi bloggers.  the past few days had been very challenging for me. the kids were super naughty and if i didn't hold my patience, something bad would've happened.  the moment i stepped out of the classroom, i felt the urge to cry. tears wanting to fall down. because they were so naughty and i was at my limit. parents who are not a teacher wouldn't understand this. because the most number of kids that they have are only 5 or 6, maybe 7. that's it.  try to put them in a classroom of 36 students and teach them the same thing, what would've happened and how would you react. i wonder.  yesterday, the kids were punished with 50 questions to be copied and answered on the board.  and today, i add 100 more.  and i know, they have learned their lesson now, because when i was writing down the questions on the board, i heard one of them said, "teacher is still angry, that's why we're being punished."  would i