Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

Pedophile. A terror to every parents out there. Some are afraid to put up pictures of their cute baby toes because of this. And some requested others to put down pictures of their babies because they are afraid of the harm it will do if a pedophile saw the picture. I am not a parent. So I may not FULLY understand how it feels to be one. It is just that I don’t understand one thing, if your baby is feeling hot, why can’t you take off her socks? Just because a pedophile sees it and will make any attempt to do anything with the image of your child’s toes? Is it? So you deny your child’s right to feel cold and free just for the sake of not wanting it to be exposed from a pedophile? Maybe one day I will understand. Just like how my friend said to me, ‘you wouldn’t know how it feels, and wait until you have one.’ Oh yeah. That makes sense. It takes a parent to advise another parent. Truthfully, I did feel a little bit of a smack on my face based on that statement. And t

I sometimes feel like I don't want to go out at all. I just want to sit at home and be lazy like Garfield. Here's a thing..  yes, i am a bit lazy to go outside especially when i have to go out alone at night, walking alone to the nearest 7e and restaurant. now, if you ask me, why not go by your car.  there are two lots for us to park the car inside the gate, one is especially wide and easy to come and go, and another is freaking hard to go inside because, well, the gate is small and you have to do it many times just to park it right so that the motorcycles can park it there too, at the small side.  since my car is the smallest and the other housemate has the biggest car, her car could not fit in that small parking lot, so me with a small car, had to park there, which is a really troublesome to go out and open the gate and get the car out, and then close the gate, and lock the gate. i find it, so many work to do just to bring the car out. so, i rather not.  the

when i traveled back with my friends heading towards KL, my dad called me halfway and said, 'sekolah kat selangor tutup esok.' and i got myself one day of holiday due to the haze.  the traffic was not that bad except for certain places, but i managed to stop halfway and got some sleepy because the night before i didn't get enough sleep, and then we exited the highway and i met him halfway and he brought me and my friend to a famous place to have our lunch. it was so delicious and i am glad that i met him halfway. luckily my friend was fine with that. :)  anyway, after i reached Ampang, and my friend cleaned herself in my house, when her boyfriend picked her, i went out alone, feeling really stress which i couldn't write it in this blog. so i tried reaching out to friends and one suggested that i hang out at the old town restaurant. so i went there, got myself a hot tea and a macaroni soup and i did felt really really really lonely and i cried there, alone. hah