Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

marah.. siapa tak pernah rasa marah kan ? betul tak ? ada ke pembaca yang kat sini memang tak pernah marah langsung. i mean, kalau tak pernah marah orang depan-depan tu mestilah ada kan ?  pernah tak kaji diri sendiri, kenapa kita marah, betul tak apa yang kita marahkan tu, berbaloikah kemarahan yang dilemparkan kepada seseorang tu ? pernah tak nilai semua ni ?  wah, kalau pernah, memang saya tabik spriing lah kat kamu ! :') pernah tak kita perasan, waktu manakah yang kita rasa kita senang sangat marah ?  saya tak pernah nak kaji orang lain, jadi saya just cakap berdasarkan diri saya sendiri saja. waktu saya letih.. kalau saya letih dan kusut, memang saya senang sangat nak marah. untunglah bagi siapa-siapa yang ekspresi mukanya tak pernah menunjukkan yang dia tu marah. saya? siapa yang biasa tengok tahu lah macam mana. sebenarnya, bila kita marah, kita susah nak control our mind lagi dah. waktu tu, emosi meluap-luap. emosi mengatasi pemikiran. dan akiba

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all... this morning, nazirah came and fetched me to go to market and bought some food. it's breakfast time! and, we went straight to the pond at college. nazirah said she wanted to give the fish there some food. we had our breakfast and nazirah started to play with a thing-i-don't-know-its-name-that-produces-bubbles. forget my writing and lets look through the pictures.  our breakfast! nasi lemak and kuih..  naz.. it's me with a bloated and no makeup face.. *macam la selama ni aku makeup sgt pon. >.< tembamnya lah hai budak nih! haha plain water ! good for ur health.. :') the view bubbles !  after that we chit chatted for a while and then headed back to our house.. :') love, AA

awesome moment. this was the welcoming party for juniors L. 

what is this ?? it's brain and its part!  drawn by me okay~ :') sila lah hafal wahai junior2 K ku~ benda alah ni lah yang akan keluar exam nt. 

disebabkan ada sorang nih request nak tengok gambar adik, ni ha~~ muka suci abeh budak nih. :') tak dak persamaan langsung kitorang, kan ?

on our way home after watching Macbeth, performed by the K juniors. <3 love, AA

my mom made me laugh so hard... she called just to ask me to go to her school so that i can meet this man who is apparently very very very very handsome according to my mom. seriously mom ? you called me just to tell me that. you are so funny !  my mom once told me that i should not look for a handsome guy . and i asked her, why not ? the only reason she had was, if your husband is handsome then you'll be jealous forever. as if somebody's going to steal my husband, things like that.  but now?? what happened. she called just to inform me that there's a handsome boy who's doing practicum at her school. oh my~  if you really want him to be your son-in-law so bad, go and ask him mom. you know, your choice is my choice too. well, maybe~ :'P 

tadaa !!

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  i know, i know. i have not been updating my blog lately.and for that, i am so sorry.i was quite busy with my assignments, okay maybe not was but am.yes, i am still busy with the assignments given.we were given a lot, i really mean it, of assignments.up till the my nose level.i can hardly breathe with these things to be handled.and fyi, there are like 5 or 6 assignments to be handed in next month.voila~ awesome right?well,this is life ! i've only slept for like, 2 hours something?well, here's a thing,i have to be at my college before 5 because there're visitors that will be coming to our college.and as the AJK under exco hubungan luar dan pengantarabangsaan, i have to be involved with this event.and for that,i woke up really early.at 3 something.and even last night i slept at 1am because i was doing my assignment.before that i involved in marching.i did it because of my deary darling.she's having a really hard time looking for pa

my stuff.. tapi jarang pakai pun benda alah nih. :') tolong abaikan tin biskut dan speaker dan laptop tu yer~  same thing, different angle. 

it's such a busy day lately.can't even have a proper good quality sleep.can't have my own reading moment time.well,yesterday was an exceptional because i was facing a problem and my friends abducted me to a place where the F word is used to describe that place.oh yeah, not the F as if you are cursing someone.the F's for the word fun.and that night,the problem settled.and i can finally put my mind at rest for that.thank you to that person for trying to understand me and forgive all my mistakes. anyway,i just want to describe a bit of my hectic schedule for today.8-1.30 class.1.30 until 5.my break time.5-7 it's unit uniform.and at night,still have to go to surau.i know that my break time looks very awesome to you but it is actually not that awesome.because that's the time that i have to start my journey from college to home and then eat,and then do a little bit of homework cause there are so many of them, then prays. erm, okay.maybe i am being pampered a litt

being a teacher is all about the money is it ? well, i saw someone posted the slip gaji of a teacher who teaches in a rural area. well, i must say, that is a big amount of money. but that might changes the perception of people who are going to be teachers. they might wanna go there just because of the highly paid salary given. the passion of teaching might not be there already.  i mean, even you are not fully teaching the students, you still receive the money monthly, right ?  for me, to teach is never easy. you might go like bla bla bla bla in front of the students and they might not understand a bit of what you are saying. different strategies must be used, different approaches, different techniques, these must all be taken into consideration. you can't simply just go into class and ask your students to open their textbook and read. that's not the way dude!  anyhow, i think being a teacher in a rural area is a very challenging task. the hardships of going to scho

during rainy days, what do you like to do ? perhaps squeezing yourself with the comforter wrapping all over  your body and putting your head onto a big fluffy pillow and hug them tightly. comfy~ but for me, during rainy days, i always have this kind of imagery.. i was walking alone and suddenly the rain started to fall. the sparkling diamonds from the sky had now started to fall massively onto the earth. when they reached the earth surface, they scattered all over it, leaving the ground moist and wet with the two hydrogen and one oxygen (H2O).  i was not having any umbrella with me and i was just holding a file with my bag hanging onto my shoulder. it was very cold. i hold my hand tightly. just in case they got frozen. my shirt had now started to wet. then i saw a shop. a very cute little shop. with a big shady tree beside it..  so i ran. quickly taking a very small step so i won't fall with my hip onto the ground because it was very slippery. as i stepped into the

smile everyone ! :')

tadaa. video when we went to Puncak Alam previously. enjoy. credit to: cikrushy (for d video) 

quite busy right now.i will be uploading pictures or videos and posting all sorts of entry soon.make sure you come back eh.. have a nice day.

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all. it is now holiday. what are your planning ? going somewhere ? or you just gonna hang out with friends at mall and being the unstoppable shopaholic ? well, maybe that's me. oopsie.. yesterday shiron, rushy and i actually went to puncak alam to meet with shiron's lil sister. it took about 2 hours to get there and it was tiring too. when i actually fell asleep along the way, shiron poke me on my thigh! >.< she won't let me fall asleep. T.T after we got there, we went out to sunway pyramid. rushy said she wanted to skate, but looking at the price she stepped back. *money is always the source of problems ! :P* we took a lot of pictures here and there, and of course, must buy items would be on our list ! i bought few things.. while walking surrounding the mall, i actually saw my school senior. i intended to actually to greet him and say few things but thinking i might be dealing with the wrong person, i changed my mind

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. things that i bought at JJ this evening.. the guitar bag ! okay, forget all the other things which you can see and just keep on focusing on the bag ! RM65 these two books cost me RM 73.. but all worth it. and those two standing there, they are a must. mascara from silky girl and loreal paris lip gloss. awesome sgt2 lip gloss tu. suka2..  duit habis berbelanja hari ni adalah sebanyak RM200++. tahniah. hebat sungguh berbelanja. T.T

masalah tetap akan jadi masalah kalau tak diselesaikan. tapi kalau terlalu memikirkan masalah boleh juga mengundang stress. okay, kalau ikutkan kepala ni dah mula nak buat hal.. tolonglah jangan stress.. huhu.. everything's gonna be alright. masalah ni boleh diselesaikan. jangan risau.. malam ni nak menyibukkan diri dengan benda lain lah. tolong abaikan benda yang korang tak faham nih. hehe.. i really need to write this so that i'll feel better a little bit. mood : confuse, close to stress, too much problems. i really need to sort out all of these things. wish me luck. love, AA

captured this on my way to maktab. :')

waktu main tennis tadi, banyak betul sambut bola volley mira. hmmmm. skarang dah sakit pergelangan tangan. huhu... love, AA

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. i am actually looking at my old pics, and i am wondering, why did i capture myself in that position with that kind of face? err........... embarrassing. teehee.. wanna sneak on it ? lets roll.. mak saya cakap mata macam vampire!  posing sesantai yg mungkin.. apa motif ? sungguh tak dak keja.  actually i wanna upload more pics, but since these pics have such big sizes, so i canceled my plan. let's just proceed with this kay... love, AA

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. ada berita gembira ! elaun kitorang dah masuk. alhamdulillah.. tu jer yang mampu saya ucap buat masa sekarang. dah tak ada perasaan lagi dah. semalam shiron cakap elaun dah masuk, n i was like.. 'oh, yeke~~'. not that i don't need money, i do ! i really am. tapi semalam terlalu banyak kerja nak diuruskan serta difikirkan, jadi, tertangguh la sebentar untuk berasa eksaited pasal dah dapat duit tu. alhamdulillah, hari ni program big bengkel 3 jam berjalan dengan lancar. syukur sangat-sangat. letih tau. padahal orang lain punya kerja. saya sebenarnya memang suka buat kerja-kerja camni. *eh, yeke? (mata terkebil-kebil)* seronok dapat rasa jadi orang sibuk. best apa~~ tadi memang nak sangat belajar sal protokol yang en. Radzi bagi ceramah.. tapi nak buat macam mana, termembizikan diri kan sebentar tadi. so lepas ni, nak uruskan hal kena pergi sekolah tu pulak. hmm... tengok lah nanti macam mana. tutor baru ni awesome sanga

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  today's hot topic, marriage . when we hear the word marriage what actually comes to our mind ? some might be thinking of the romance and love after the marriage. and some might even be thinking about money. =.='' hey, it's not that easy to actually have such amount of money to have a wedding... and some might also think about responsibilities. and i mean it people, RESPONSIBILITIES! *but i don't want to talk about responsibilities pon.*  being at my age, all of my friends have been talking about this. truthfully, sometimes it annoys me. only sometimes. because some other times, i might be joining them talking about marriage too. bla bla bla..  i'm not planning to get married any time soon. but who knows? kalau dah jodoh, tak lari kemana jugak kan ? ='> right now what's more important to me is actually getting my degree. love? i really have no comment or anything to say about that. i am not an

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  di sini saja nak beri peringatan terutamanya kepada diri sendiri dan juga kawan-kawan yang sudi baca blog ni.  kadang-kadang kita rasa susah sangat nak memberi, terutamanya macam sekarang, poket masing-masing tengah kering atau kerja banyak sangat. tapi, kalau kita ada rezeki lebih, apa kata kalau kita memberi sedikit dekat orang lain. contoh, belanja makan (ni pun kira sedekah, kan?) or something . dan ikhlaskanlah diri untuk berbuat demikian.  yakinlah bahawa Allah s.w.t. sangat pemurah . banyak mana yang kita bagi kat orang sebagai tanda sedekah, kita mungkin akan dapat ganjaran yang lagi hebat dari Allah s.w.t. Allah tu maha Adil. kan kawan-kawan?  love, AA

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all... warning warning warning... this entry is in Malay. thank you.  hari ni memang meletihkan. seharian ada kelas. memang menguji tahap stamina diri dan juga keimanan untuk berjalan di bawah matahari yang panas terik. memang membawa pengajaran yang cukup bermakna iaitu, lain kali letak sunblock tebal-tebal sebelum keluar rumah. tak pun bawa payung. >.<'' tapi bagi kaum Adam mungkin semua ni tak penting, takut dikecam dengan panggilan, 'jambu'. bagi mereka hitam itu macho putih itu jambu. betulkah? erk, guwa tak tau part nih. pernah dengar ja.  anyway, walaupun ada kesenggangan masa pada pukul 10 hingga 12.30 hari, hajat nak balik rumah memang sah-sah tak kesampaian memandangkan pagar maktab hanya dibuka pada pukul satu tengah hari. oh, memang perlu sabar banyak-banyak.  namun begitu, kesenggangan masa yang ada tadi tidaklah digunakan untuk bertidur-tiduran dengan penuh tawaduk serta khusyuknya di dalam kelas deng

ini semua salah shashiron. memaksa daku stay up sampai pagi-pagi buta camni. sekarang tak rasa nak tidoq sangat dah walau mata tersangatlah mengantuk dan pedih. padahal nanti alarm akan berbunyi seawal 4.30 pagi. berapa jam ja la dapat tidur ni ?