Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

nak update blog tapi siyes malas nak menaip.. haha. useless entry. tapi nak klik post jgk. dont care. my blog anyway.

than u my lovely kids for giving  me such a wonderful day. not because of your gift but because of your thoughts for me. thank you so much. i do hope that being with me is a pleasure for each and everyone of you.

To me i dont mind going for relief classes early in the morning. :)

This morning i woke up early. Feeling good about myself. I was energetic. Went for breakfast and had an awesome morning with co worker and friend. Then we had an assembly and of course i was not paying attention as usual and kept playing games with my phone. And the speech was super boring since it was about teachers day and watevs. After the assembly i went upstairs and quickly finishing the remaining work i did yesterday which was calculating the marks for the kids. Then there was an announcement for the teachers and students to go downstairs to watch the tarik tali competition. So i went to the office because i wanted to take my record book. Our big lady was there and she asked me about; when would i do the work she had told me about? I told her i was going to take home the cloths with me and iron them at home. She cut me and said they had an iron in this school and of course she made it sound as if the world was gonna end if i didnt do them by today. But i managed to ignore h

just a random rant. i seriously couldn't manage my time properly especially at home. there are so many distractions. for example, bed, internet, bed, and food. all that are my distractions at home and i just couldn't concentrate at work. before this, i love staying late at school and prefer to go home a bit later probably because i love the luxury of the free internet provided by the government for the school.  but now that i have my own unifi, why the heck do i still want to stay at school when i can use my unlimited fast internet at my home, with, a free hair and a good style for me to surf internet rather than being at school with a desk and not a pillow?  that is why, there are so many distractions back at home and i really want to organize my time but every single time i want to do things especially when i got back home, i became pretty tired and then i was on the bed, yawning and then i went to sleep.  i woke up and did some cleaning stuff of my body the

when i was studying, a while back, i always dreamed of my weekend in the future when i were working would be going out and shop as much as i can.  but the fact is, when i am working now, i found myself, hardly go out for shopping. i have bigger responsibilities and list of things to buy before anything else or before myself. urgh.. pretty lame right? and pretty boring. a life without shopping in it. but sometimes i do shop, online. gagagagaga..  but that only happened once in a while. maybe i kept saying i don't have enough and that makes it sort of like a prayer and guess what, i always feel like i don't have enough.  i know. i shouldn't be saying it too often. i should be saying, i have more than enough. i guess i should change the way i think to make me feel better and happy. cuz, usually, when you don't have enough money or you think you don't have enough money, it will suck away all your energy and all is left in you now is darkness. lolololol. na

after one whole day at school far away from Ampang yesterday, i felt super tired and also gloomy. the weather was scorching hot so it made me feel exhausted real quick. luckily, we went back early. but not so early if you think 1 hour and a half of driving in the car is fast enough.  nope. i was super tired. yesterday's match, well, we didn't get any places at all. probably because we didn't train them. we were busy with something else. luckily i was helped by the teacher in the club as well. she did all the work. i just gave her instructions. lol. like a boss.  anyway, i just wanted to say, for the last few days, i was always super tired. so today, even when i was at school, i felt gloomy, deep in my stomach that i lost appetite. my friend was worried if i got sick when i didn't eat. i seriously just didn't have the appetite to eat anymore since all i did was thinking about my car that broke down. super sad.  even when i entered the class for the exam