Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

i hate it the most when i try to talk to a person like telling a story or something, that person will look at other side and talk about something else. i will be very annoyed and feel like not telling the story any more. 

just a little sharing with you guys. "all women, if you add a little colour, if you use the right product, take 10 minutes, you'll look amazing." carol shaw true enough.i am totally agreed with her.it actually won't take very long. it connects with this saying, "there are no ugly women, only lazy ones."  make it as a routine in your life to take care of your face.because that is the first thing that people will look up to and that is the thing that gives you the confidence to FACE people.  :') 

it feels like i don't know anything about you.at all.  AA

anak murid: eeiii, takut lah nak tengok mata cikgu. macam vampier! me: hah? bukan vampier la, vampire.. anak murid: cikgu cikgu.. cikgu pakai contact line kan... me: hah? contact lenses lah.. telatah murid pabila ber PBS di sekolah tengkawang.. :')

my happy heels

i am at k.zue's house. in terengganu. i am supposed to be happy. but i don't know. it just seems that i don't feel happy. i hate my situation right now. even though i am meeting naima but still my heart aches due to this afternoon incident. i hate to think about it. dear love, if you are reading this, i just want you to know that i am very concerned of you. i just don't want you to make the same mistake twice. i hate t think about it. i care very much for you.. indeed, i am not happy. right now my heart aches so much. i really feel like a trapped bird. i need to go away. but i have no place to go. this ain't my place. i need my own space. i need a place where i can shed my tears without making others notice about my condition.  there's a possibility that i could not go back for raya at home. and i am already feeling very very very upset about it but i try to make myself strong. i try to be strong. i keep my tears to myself. i just don't want to

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all. hari ni sepatutnya, i repeat, sepatutnya tak pergi jalan-jalan. hanya mahu duduk rumah dan menghadap laptop lantas menyiapkan esaimen. tapi, itu dusta semata-mata. kerana, kerana, kerana saya telah pergi ke AEON yang baru bukak which i don't really know the exact place. semua nya atas invitation cik rushy. driver tadi, aten!  besar sungguh tempat tu. memang tak larat nak jalan. dan! ramai giler orang! sesak sangat-sangat. nak bayar masa beli kasut kat vincci terpaksa beratur dalam barisan yang amat panjang. macam keretapi! pastu, pastu.. kitorang pergi kedai daisu, then hanim mintak tolong pekerja kat situ. then dia tegur saya. cakap mata bulat. dah banyak kali dengar dah orang cakap camtu. :') saya senyum je lah.  then waktu kitorang nak bayar this guy ada kat kaunter. cam ucap terima kasih datang lagi kot. tah, dah tak ingat dia cakap apa. tapi, dia tak sepatut nya ada kat situ lah kan.  lepas keluar kedai tu, say

good morning everyone. well, it is still not too late to wish good morning to everyone. it's Sunday. and i am awake. fresh! i am thinking. what others been doing, i mean are doing, right this second. my housemate? still sleeping i think.  i wonder what michelle phan is doing i wonder what jessica harlow is doing i wonder what everyone i love is doing i wish i have the answer for my questions. so, what are you doing this morning? i am just going to finish up my assignment because i want to go out tomorrow. :') wish me luck!  love, AA

i love this song! the lyrics are meaningful. :')  danielle mckee  this is me Yeah this is me yea I know what I want   (I keep on reaching out) No one is gunna stop me everything is just right This is my life I'm on my own   Don't need anyone to guide me down the road I'm finding out who yea who I wanna be   (This is me) This is my life I'm in control Moving so fast to where I wanna go I'm shouting out who yea who do you see Yea this is me yea Yea this is me yea I know who I am (I let my feelings show) I'm not scared to tell everyone all the things on my mind This is my life I'm on my own   Don't need anyone to guide me down the road I'm finding out who yea who I wanna be   (This is me) This is my life I'm in control Moving so fast to where I wanna go I'm shouting out who yea who do you see Yea this is me yea Yea this is me yea Just don't tell me how to live my life

it's the 'people' again.that makes my head goes up and down as if last night i was on the club and was doing headbanging all night long. i don't know what to expect. before this, it wasn't like this. but now, it has changed.well, maybe i am changing but who doesn't? it's making me sick when the 'people' is trying to get on my nerve every single day.  getting sicker day by day. malas nak ungkit kisah yang lepas.apa yang saya rasa, biarlah saya sorang jer yang tahu.saya dah malas nak kongsi dengan orang yang saya rasa saya dah tak boleh nak percaya lagi dah. let it be a gap between us. 

assalamualaikum wbt n salam sejahtera. :') hari ni, room mate saya belanja satu rumah berbuka puasa. alhamdulillah, kenyang sangat-sangat. dah nama pun tak makan seharian, haruslah perut ni cepat saja menelan segala makanan kat depan mata kan? hehe.. room mate saya ni rajin jugaklah, eh, memang rajin pun. dia siapkan sandwich untuk bagi kat budak-budak kelas. eh, mestilah dia tak buat sorang-sorang. room mate dia pun rajin gak menolong. :')  lepas dah buat delivery tu, kitorang terus pergi ke kedai yang shiron dah tempahkan tu. elok sampai jer orang dah azan. apa lagi, terus lah menelan air dengan rakus sekali sebab dahaga sangat-sangat. yang dihidang pulak fresh oren dengan sirap. eh, i tak main la capai sirap dulu. haha. tangan laju je capai fresh orange tu. hehe. lepas housemate yang lain dah sampai kat kedai, barulah kitorang start makan. kenyang sangat-sangat. memang awesome sangat buka puasa hari ni. moga dimurahkan rezeki kepada orang yang belanja hari

100 TRUTH WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage: air sirap 2. Last phone call: mira 3. Last text message: AA 4. Last song you listened to: one thing (one direction) 5. Last time you cried: don't remember HAVE YOU EVER: 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Been cheated on: yes 8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no 9. Lost someone special: no 10. Been depressed: a few times 11. Been drunk and threw up: never LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. purple 13. pink 14. orange THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2012) 15. Made a new friend: yes 16. Fallen out of love: nope! deeply in love instead. :P 17. Laughed until you cried: a Lot! 18. Met someone who changed you: Yes yes and yes! 19. Found out who your true friends were: honestly yes 20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes 21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: not yet! haha 22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 80% maybe? 23. How many kids do you w