Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  sedar tak sedar, dah dekat sebulan dah i duduk kat rumah. heaven tu memang heaven. but i do miss my busy moments at ipoh. :) sebabnya, kalau duduk kat rumah lama-lama, i memang tak tawu nak buat apa.  since mak i merupakan panitia seni kat sekolah, beliau ada banyak bahan-bahan seni.  nak dijadikan cerita, waktu i kemas-kemas buku-buku kat ruang tamu, i terjumpa buku aktiviti seni tahun 1. hehe.. so, i selak-selak and decided, eh, nak buat yang ni lah.. benda ni memang sangat nampak senang. tapi sebenarnya, memerlukan passion yang sangat tinggi. tapi disebabkan i ni bukanlah orang berseni, jadi, hasilnya tidak lah memberangsangkan seperti dalam buku tersebut. hehe..  ni lah hasil karya tadi. siyes buruk giler. haha. tapi nak tayang jugak. :P  sekarang ni tengah buat karya baru. lukis and warna kertas bulat-bulat. nak jadikan sisik ikan. nanti lau dah siap i tunjuk k. :)  daa.. thanks sudi singgah and baca. 

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  emm, hi ! two days ago, i received a parcel from AA. my mom gave it to me. it was exciting. because i knew what's  the content of the parcel. it's my birthday present. although i did not know what's inside. it was thrilling when i opened the parcel. :)  here are they.. :)  introducing, jack sparrow and his card. :) the cutest birthday card i've ever received. comel kan? em, gambar coklat yang diberi oleh ibu beliau tidak dapat ditayangkan di sini kerana hampir habis ditelan oleh kami adik beradik. hehe.. sekian saja.. :)

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. tadi cek emel, i baru perasan tweet kawan i. dear friend, this entry is written specifically for you. tak semua orang ada family yang complete. if you can't have one now, you can create it later. i know you can be a good mother. women don't always learn to be a good mother from her mother, you know.  you are gonna do great later. with him. and one day aku akan jeles tengok hang kahwin dulu sebelom aku. hehe. yang ni wajiblah kan? i know your situation well enough dear. i am always here to support you. be strong now and forever. even if you see your world is crushing down, tomorrow, there's gonna be a sun shines for you, looking at you. things will get hard. and things will move on too. yang penting, jangan jadikan kisah yang sedih dan menyakitkan hati tu tertanam kat hati dan ingatan. just remember your late father. he was a good man. remember his words and make him proud hus. i am sure he will. :) 

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  cuti = hari bermalas.. macam lah hari tak cuti equal to hari rajin kan? haha.. 100% talking about myself lah. tapi kalau ada yang nak terasa, well, kita geng! hehe..  kalau dulu selalu tak update blog gara-gara busy. takde masa lah nak update. tadi kuar jalan-jalan (menyongket bak kata ima), pastu buat assignments yang menggunung (padahal esok nak hantar malam tu baru pulun), pastu cakap busy sebab uruskan hal-hal rumah seperti basuh baju (seminggu tak basuh, memang banyak lah kan? :P) basuh pinggan bagai padahal seketul dua jer nak kena basuh. okay. ni semua alasan semata-mata. kita terima je lah kan.. tapi, cuti yang memang ada masa sebanyak-banyak pun, tetap tak hapdet blog. pe kes? apa alasan kali ni?  *....senyap....*  haha.. memang takde alasan untuk update. tadi i pegi jalan-jalan kat blog orang-orang peymes. buhsan kat rumah tengah-tengah malam pakwe sibuk nak tengok bola kat mamak. -.-'  tengah jalan-jala

assalamualaikum wbt. n peace upon all.. for my birthday, my roommate had given me a precious gift in advance. she said, it's something that we both love. guess what it is? it's a book of course. it is what we treasure most. me and her. we love this author. of course, she's the one had introduced this author to me. i finished my reading for about two days perhaps. it's an awesome book. it gave a new insight to me. i am always amazed by the way this author write her book. the idea. i mean, who can think of it? that's what i thought when i read her book. okay. this is the book. i love this book so much. i should have opened the gift when it's my birthday but i was so excited to see what's in the bag. so i opened it and there it goes. the book written by my favourite author. :) right now i am waiting for another gift, given through a post. can't wait to open the gift. i will take a lot picture of it and will share it with you guys later k.. so,

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  good morning! how's your weekend? mine was great.. for the first week, my father did not bring us anywhere. that's because he was so busy with his work, his business to be exact.. to be fully supportive, we did not complaint when he didn't take us for a holiday. so, yesterday, while i was still sleeping, my mother, kept banging our locked room door and told us to wake up and get ready. then we were like, yippeee... holiday~~  i did not know exactly where my father was going to take us to but after a while my brother told us that we were going to teluk senangin. a beach yall..  so, we prepared everything. my plan was, not to be fully soaked. that was my plan initially..  so, we get down on the road, filling the gas car and everything, yeah, we were ready to go..  let's rollin baby... along the way, my tummy got upside. my head was spinning and i really was not feeling well. until we reached the place. so, i was

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. cuti pun dah start. tapi family takde nak holiday mana-mana. cuma tunggu nak balik kampung sebab sekarang musim buah . tadi, masa tengah selongkar ayah punya laptop yang lama tu, terjumpa satu folder ni. dalam folder ni ada gambar adik waktu dia baby lagi. of course, dia memang comel sangat-sangat time baby. sekarang? erm, no komen. below are the pictures of fizi.. or lebih mesra dipanggil G.. singkatan bagi fizi > zi > ji > G buat pengetahuan korang, tu bukan lah head band yang dipakai baby zmn kini, tu adalah getah rambut.. haha smiling baby.. hepi sungguh dia time ni.  saya comel kan?  ni memang boleh menang anugerah puppy eyes lah...  pipi tembam...  ni adalah gambar si budak kecik ni zaman baby.. tersangat comel. tak terkata kecomelannya.. :)

assalamualaikum wbt. n peace upon all.. semalam, saya selamat sampai di bumi Penang. cam over lak kan? memang seronok habis. tapi yang tak best nya sakit kepala sangat-sangat. okeh, tak mau cerita bab tu. tapi memang saya hepi habis sebab dapat balik penang. and sedih jugak sebab sebulan setengah tak dapat jumpa orang tersayang, AA.  so, ni gambar serba serbi family saya..  this is my mom, when you look at her pictures when she's young, you'll fall in love. :)  sweet tak anak beranak ni? :P  satu-satunya yang tak bersekolah lagi dalam kalangan kami adik beradik. so, terpaksa layan dia so that dia tak meragam sepanjang perjalanan. saya lukis smiley kat tangan dia tu.  yg ni major driver. lau nak gi jalan jauh-jauh, abang lah biasanya akan drive. ayah akan duduk kat tepi or kat belakang, sebelah mak. saya lah yg duduk sebelah abg time ni. sy, little minor driver jer..  cuti ni ingat nak ajak ayah balik kampung sebab musim buah. wah, best2.. ada r

there you have it. the candid shot. so surprised when he took this. not ready at all. :) 

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all. :) kebanyakan pelajar maktab ni dah tamat menduduki peperiksaan akhir semester. memang lepak habis lah kan. yang study habis-habisan tu memang melepaskan rasa lega yang teramat lah.. puhh.. exam dah habis. sapa tak suka ye dak?  i still have one paper left. tak habis lagi. still kat ipoh, orang lain dah mengangkut bagasi masuk dalam bas, tapi i still berkampung di ipoh. insyaAllah, lusa baru balik. tapi perlu mengharungi satu lagi paper that is tomorrow.  masa tengah godek-godek fb, seorang senior hantar chat. senior ni dah nak pergi posting dah tahun depan. meaning, tak dapat dah la nak jumpa dia. somehow, rasa sedih jugak sebab walaupun takde lah rapat sangat but the friendship is so much valuable to me. it's so precious.  serious, sangat sedih sebab senior ni baik giler. tak pernah tengok dia marah and of course, he was my best friend's ex boyfriend. but sepanjang perkenalan kitorang, memang dia sangat penyabar. baik hat

this is the theme that i have downloaded to my phone.  this will make me think of him every time i look at my phone. :)  domo kun. he likes domo so much. according to him, domo is adorable yet it looks violent. 

assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  hey yall. it is me again. who else kan nak tulis dalam blog ni?  lately, i was infected with flu. yes. flu. macam titile tu jugak. i was meant to say, i have flu.. haha.  so, tissues are my best friends ever. they stick to my nose all the time. making sure my nose is not running. i sneezed like hundreds already. in fact, i just sneezed. i had to ask my best friend, tissue, to wipe the whatever liquid that came out. ewwww.. so ge-ross... (please read gross) yeah. it's not a good thing when i have exam tomorrow morning! yerp! tomorrow morning yall.. okay, tak nak mengeluh pun. :)  just pray for my health. i know you love me. and i love you too. see you again, next time. buhbye.. 

assalamualaikum wbt and peace upon all.  hey everyone. i just watched a movie entitled "i don't know how she does it." it is a superb movie . great for a mom with career . this story really inspires me. a LOT i must say. it is like watching someone else is realizing my dream. i have always questioned this to myself, will i able to be a good wife, mother and of course balancing with my career . you know, i always imagine, if i have to come home from work, will i be able to manage the little kids i have, the husband who needs my attention, the work load. will i be able to do it. not to mention, my own little secret dream. oh, it is not little, it is big. will  i be able to manage my time well? you know, cooking, laundry, after laundry things like sidai kain and lipat baju. bukan mesin yang nak buat semua tu kan? then, taking care of kids, reading them books before going to sleep (must do when i have kids), kiss them goodnight, (imagine if i have six, LOL), then basuh p