Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

when you think you're alone, think again. real hard. maybe it's just your imagination, or your thoughts. I used to think that I'm alone, nobody wants to be friend with me, then it hit me, hey, I am not alone, I have him. I have her. then I thought of the people who are always there for me. and I made that conclusion, I am not alone. I am happy now. :) 

yesterday was really fun. i had a really good time with friends. who said i'm just going out with my boyfriend 24/7?  in the evening i went to our college with them to watch the handball competition. ooh, I was not playing I was just cheering for them. it's good that once in a while you went out a little while instead of sitting in the same room looking at only the four walls. to be able to breathe the fresh air and meeting people. I used to think that I am definitely not a social kind of person, but being with them, I learned that you could actually learn to socialize! the evening was definitely fun. plus, I got free certificate for the handball. they did not have enough players so they asked us to fill in the form for the bench players. come on! who can refuse a good certificate like this, for free! to make things even more interesting and worthy, I received a medal as well! good for me.  after that, we had our dinner and planned to hang around somewhere. so after d

I've heard that some people said, the way to calm down when you are angry is to write the down the thoughts. Here I am now, I need to do this.  I don't want to start with last night. Last night was too much and it had no relation with today, so I'm not going to talk about it. This morning, I woke up as usual, and everything was normal except for the thing that pissed me off this morning was I needed to find my shoe. No big deal, it was found under my housemate's car. But the thing that made me pissed off so much was, I carried quite a number of bags and I just couldn't put it down. Plus, it was heavy. One cursed word came out this morning.  Then, I drove the car as usual. Since I parked the car outside, and it was raining last night, can you imagine the state of my car? I hope you do cause I don't really want to describe it. My vision was quite limited this morning so I put on extra precautions while driving. Then in a dark road, I was looking out