Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

funny. some people think that marriage is gonna give you the ultimate happiness in your life. they watch their friends got married, how happy they are during their wedding, they want to feel the same.  they open up their facebook and see the same things.  let me tell you, yes, you will be happy when you're married, but that does not mean that they won't be days when you're gonna feel sad, or there won't be days when you fight with your husband/wife.  if marriage is all about happiness, then why people get a divorce? aren't they happy at the first place. think about it first, if you're ready, then go ahead. if not, learn to improve yourself in so many aspects possible. you don't have to hit the perfect status, just know that when you're ready, Allah will send you the day that you've been waiting for and you'll know, why you're chosen to be married later than the others. 

jauhkan lah dari memandang serong terhadap orang yang berbeza, mempunyai kelebihan yang diingini, atau kekurangan yang dibenci. jauhkan lah dari berfikiran negatif antara satu sama lain; hati kita berbeza. mungkin orang yang kita buruk sangka tu la yang akan selamatkan kita. hapuskan lah keinginan untuk bergossip. ingatlah usaha anda selama ini untuk menjadi seorang ahli syurga! quoted from Maria Elena. a famous blogger and i adored her randomness.  

today's quote: "The best motivating is self-motivating. The guy says, 'I wish someone would come by and turn me on.' What if they don't show up? You've go to have a better plan for your life."  - Jim Rohn

good morning. while i was waiting for my washing machine to drain out the water, i might as well do a quick update. don't know how many times i should mention this, (have i?), maybe i did mention it, maybe i didn't. but whatevahh..  i love to write so much. especially my thoughts. i like to write down what's in my mind so that later i can go back to it and read what i thought. it's a habit. sometimes i managed to do it, sometimes i got insecure as people would read it and i don't really want people to read it cause it's private stuff. might as well make a secret code for the book.  but most of the times, i'd write.  OK. i admit it. sometimes i was just too lazy to write down the words because most of the time i was thinking, why write when you can type it? typical modern teen nowadays huh?  i have a thing about typing. i love it so much. i love the sound that the keyboard makes when i type something super fast. it's like a sweet mel

the past is in the past. there is nothing i can do to change it. whenever i had a dream from my past, i woke up feeling unsure of the future. then i need to remind myself strongly that whatever that was in that dream, was in the past. letting go would be the best thing. maybe. 

I have always liked a candy with sweet and sour flavour. you won't find me buying candies which are just sweet. you'll always find me buying sweet sour candies. I have always been like that. there was a time when my father bought my little brother a vitamin. scott emulsion's vitamin. it was multivitamin and mineral. image from google I found this vitamin inside the refrigerator, and I tried one. it was so sour and I liked it very very very much. there were more of it inside. maybe because my little brother does not like sour at all. he prefers sweet. so in a day, I kept going back and forth to the refrigerator eating this vitamin. it felt like a candy to me and it was very addictive. at the end of the day, I started to go to the toilet a lot! my stomach ached so much! I was wondering what I ate that I felt so miserable like this. I asked my siblings whether they experienced the same thing but it turned out I was the only one who felt this way.  As I was try

it was just yesterday when i posted about me not going back home because of the SPP meeting. well, for your information, i am now sitting in the living room of my home. lolz. here's the story. it was very emotional for me.  as i was listening to the sound of the beach and tweeted that i missed home, i did not notice that there was a message from a classmate regarding the meeting. i was charging my phone at that time and i put it on an airplane mode. then, at 6.20 p.m. i looked at my phone and one my friends said that the meeting was postponed. surprised. i tried to call my friend to confirm it. but at first she did not pick up the phone. so i called my boyfriend and told him about this. he said i could still make it. he asked me to pack quickly and just take whatever is important only. he'll send me using his car cause it's faster.  luckily i already took my bath. i just packed whatever i could and put them in the bag. and we left my house at 6.40 p.m. my train wa

glossy lips. people wonder how can a person is into makeup so much? sometimes i rather shut myself up rather than giving them answers. because i believe it's no use explaining things to people who are not really interested in your life. so i leave them with wonders. :) 

grr.. i hate it when i have planned on something yet there's obstacle to my planning. last night i already bought a ticket to go back to my hometown. unfortunately, i received news that there will be a meeting with SPP this monday. how idiotic is this? it doesn't make sense at all. well actually it does, factly, but in my case it just doesn't. should i burn the rm21 ticket or not? his suggestion is just to go back first since the news has not been confirmed yet. then if it's confirmed that the meeting will be on this monday, i'll take a bus to go back here.  now that i think about it, if i make the calculation, it'll cost me a lot if i go back today. so i called my dad and he suggested to me that i should just stay around. just to be safe. i'm doing this because it's my final year and semester and i seriously do not want to do anything to jeopardize my career just because i couldn't wait to go back home and i couldn't sacrifice my rm21. ok.

you know the feeling of wanting to do good deeds and not wanting any rewards. the feeling is like the best thing that can ever happen to you. you feel really good. you praise someone not because you want to be her friends, but because you say what is in your hearts and you really love to make other people's day good and happy. you do it sincerely and you don't receive anything in return. but somehow it makes you happy. weird huh? but that's part of being human. i believe all of us will feel the same way if you sincerely do something for someone just to make that person happy. have you done it today? you should, cuz it really makes you happy and reduce your stress. just pick a person, it doesn't have to be your family or friends, it can be strangers, and do something to make them happy. you'll definitely feel happy too. good luck! 

people know how i love food. but when i am getting older, (yes i get old), i found myself wanting to cook more. is this adult thingy? cuz i have no idea why i became like this. at times when i am bored with bought food, i would cook for myself. when i want to eat something and i don't know how to do it, i would google for the recipe and would have an attempt to do it. right now i am freaking in love with cream puffs. i bought some from my friend and it was delicious. i feel like i want to bake as well. i did not do all the cooking back in Ipoh partly because i don't have oven there and it will cost me quite a lot to buy the stuff needed so i rather do it at home and for the ingredients i can just ask from my dad the money to buy it. pretty simple right? 

i know the enjoyment of doing prank to others. sometimes i did that too. i once made a friend of mine cried on her birthday because of the prank. afterwards i felt guilty more than wanting to laugh.  i just read the news that gone viral on Facebook. it's about a boy who fell down from a ceiling in his school. i think it's a crime. the case can be categorized as murder as the boy fell down because he wanted to retrieve the pencil case which his friends had hidden. i am not sure how his supposed to be called 'friends' would feel. but any normal human beings will definitely feel guilty and remorse because of what the prank had turned into. anyone interviewing the so-called-friends?  i know the so called friends may not mean it to happen like this, but i just think that these friends did not have the brain to think what would happen if that boy fell down. prank is prank but don't make it too much. now things had happen like this who's to blame? the teachers?