Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

i dont really like the way my dashboard appears right now. i like it when i open up my blog there are bunches of bloggers updates. i like it that way. now when i open it all i can see is my posts.  life has been great so far. and today is Thursday and i really am thankful for all the stuff that happened and gone this week, i even want to make it fast. fast forward to saturday when i can go back to my husband and that just means, i dont have to take care of myself.  i am really hard to deal with. serious. those who know me can even say this. because i am clumsy, i can hardly take care of myself. and even taking care of myself is tiring for me. haha. it is so weird but i happened to be that way.  last night, i almost stumbled while walking because i didn't see the carpet that was not properly on the floor. i was carrying a bowl of hot soup with rice. it went down a bit. and i thought to myself, howwww just howw in the world lahhh.. it scares me even more. so i have to b

is your life a blessing? have you ever come across that thought? well, i do. quite many times to be honest.  different people have different opinions of being blessed. to some, it is merely a given of money.  but that is the wrong thought. blessings come in many ways.  to me, blessings come through my food, my ability to do things or even as simple as breathing normally. that is what i call blessings. yes. i have been given an abundance of blessings in my life and alhamdulillah. even though i might not be very grateful about it but when i do, it calms me. everyone should try that every day. it brings out the positivity in you like you can't even imagine. it gives you the aura of goodness and you will just feel happier about your life. inshaAllah.  and today, i am thankful for i have been given this time to wake up and pray. to wake up my husband. to be able to call him in the morning. to have a phone. to have no barrier between us even though we are away from