Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

Assalamualaikum wbt and peace upon all. Hey everyone. I just read something and it pissed me off quickly. Real quick.  Previously the government has made a statement that they are giving away rebate rm200 for youth so that these youths can buy 3G smartphone.  I was so excited when I heard the news. I even checked out mobile phones website in choosing what I would want to buy if I ever got this rebate.  But, guess what? It is for limited people and for limited phones and limited price and limited phone-store .  This is no fun anymore. I mean, what the heck?!!  So, the decision has been made. I am sure lots of my friends are gonna be very disappointed with this and decided to use the old phone until they can be thrown away to the dustbin. Sure. Why not? Save money what. Why bother with this stupid thing when I can go online whenever I want? There. McD got wifi for free what..  Waking up to this morning hearing news like that makes me want to eat more food! 

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.  I love music. Loud. But on certain occasions, I love to hear the music all by myself and also in a quiet environment. And that's the function of the earphones.   You see, since I am a person who always forgetting simple things such as putting my earphones inside my bag. That one day I had to enter the library and I found myself sitting without listening to music and staring at a friend sitting in front of me. Then the day had become more boring and that's when I would look around looking at people inside the library. - This thing happened because I was not in the mood to read books. Any book.  Then, I would start to look for my friend's earphones who were not using it so that I could borrow.  You know, there are two types of earphones. Let me show you the pictures. Earphones 1 As you can see, earphones number 1 is probably what people use nowadays. But here's the thing. I just think that is just very dis

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all I was having a conversation with AA and apparently he wanted to lose some weight.  To me, I am totally fine with him right now. It's just that I don't want him to be so thin that whenever I walk with him I will look like a pumpkin even though I already am.  No offense to thin guys. I don't hate them at all. My brother is very thin and I am able to live under the same roof just fine. It is just that I don't want MY guy to be so thin.  It is not a problem at all but this is MY preferences. Honey, it's fine if you wanna lose some weight, but please don't lose too many weight that you will look so thin as if you are cutting off too much of your food intake, alright.  I just don't want you to be too thin. 

I kept calling my sister. But she didn't answer me. She got no ear. Haha. Kidding. That's what I would say to her after she came and also after screaming till the neighbour at the end of the village could hear me. Okay. That wasn't true. But the my neighbour of my next house will definitely hear my scream.  It is very irritating when I call a person and that person do not answer me back then they show up with their poker face in front of me as if asking for a punch from me. Really. I wanna slap the face.  Actually, the point I am writing here because, I want my future husband to be aware of this sentence because he will hear it a lot when I am scolding our children.  And of course, I will definitely be scolding our children in my Penang accent.  After that my children will receive a long lecture from me.  Nahh, Kidding. I hate to nag. Really? Maybe.

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. As dated today, its 21 December 2012. Some people announced it as the day when the world ends. As a Muslim, I know that day will definitely arrive. I just don't know when. But I truly believe of that day.  Unlike other people, I am very very scared of THE day. Why?  Partly because I have dreamed before that THE day happens in front of me, twice. It was a very scary dream. Not like a nightmare. Then I woke up with my heart beating so fast. I was even sweating.  I just remembered that one dream, when THE day happens, I was at the sea, watching sunset. I know it does not make sense but it's in my dream so be it. Then I started to see houses collapsing, roof flying everywhere, people were very scared, they were running everywhere and the trees are collapsing too.  It was a very scary dream.  Since people say 2012 is when the world will end, every night I will sleep in fear. I cannot sleep properly and my eyes are at t

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all. I love the sound produced by an acoustic guitar. Especially when the music is played with ONLY guitar. Like right now I am playing a song entitles Lonely by 2NE1. Beautiful, isn't it? I can sleep listening to this song and of course, go dreaming~

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. It is really amazing what Photoshop can do to people's picture. I just decided to try to use it for a while. Here's the result. Such a newbie. I still feel weird looking at the pictures. So? What do you think? haha.. Lousy Photoshop user. :P The original picture you can see from the header.

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.  Traveling is so much fun ! Traveling home is totally fun. But, it is always risky. That's because we can't foresee the future and what's going to happen to us. I am not wishing something's bad but there's always a risk.  I thought only guys travel by motorcycle. How stereotype I was. But after my conversation with my best friend, she actually travels home by riding motorcycle with her friend. I was so shocked. It is a long ride. I know.  I was very worried when she told me this that is because I had seen lots of accidents happen on the highways. I do not wish for something bad happens to my best friend. She said to me she had travel with her for a few times and even her parents are okay with it. I think my parent will never allow me to do such thing. It is very dangerous.  Even though I travel home by car, but when my mom asked me about the speed, I would say I drove about 80-90 km/h. Haha. What a total lie. Y

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all. Hols gonna end soon. It's amazing isn't it? I am still scared of this upcoming semester. Here are the random pictures I took. I've been looking at the liquify tools in Photoshop but I refused to use it. My face looks weird and I kept telling myself, hey, that wasn't me. Original eyes. Haha. No lenses. :) Hehe.. I buat sendiri tau.. Hello fireman ! Sangat cute! The manual..   That's it for now. I have nothing to say or to brag. Miss my makeup stuff. Should be experimenting with them this hols. Too bad I left all of them at Ipoh. *sigh.  Till next time. Adios~

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all. There are a lot of animals I do enjoy spending my time with for example my cats.  Isn't he adorable. He's just a baby..  But there are also animals I will hate like F.O.R.E.V.E.R. Yes. Totally hate them.  I hate mosquitoes very very very much. They are the very most disturbing animals I've ever encountered, partly because I met them a lot at home. *sigh Tell me why they even exist in this world? *sigh again I hate the itchiness that they gave to me after they had bitten me and not to forget the marks they left, even on my face, making me look like there's pimple on it.  After mosquitoes I really really hate cockroach and other bugs which have wings. My ears are like totally sensitive when I hear the buzzing. Hate.  If you think you would want to throw me a cockroach, my advice, think twice. Cuz after that all you can hear is the buzzing in you ear after I slap your face. Harhar.. It's not a j

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  You know that you can see certain behaviour in people that keeps annoying you to death! It is so sickening. But, the thing is, others can't see! That makes you feel like telling everyone what he/she has done. Then again, what's the point of telling because every one else can't see it and blame you instead. Since he/she looks very much innocent and kind to everyone, then I just can't go telling everyone what he/she has done.  Let me tell you something, if it is my fault then I am sorry but if it is your fault, why the heck I need to apologize? He/she never make mistakes in their life, is it?   So, this is just another important lesson. I will avoid him/her as much as I can. To talk to him/her if I feel it is important to do so. You stay at your area, and I will do the same. Quit bothering each other k. 

And so I am losing my appetite. I have NO IDEA what bothers me. But I just don't feel like eating.  I used to eat as much as I can especially if my mom cooks sambal sotong . Oh, can't resist them. I can eat like two plates.. Haha! Yerp, that much. Then I will lay down in front of TV with big tummy and ear to ear smile. So heaven!  Now, my body is refusing to eat. My tummy is all quiet. Can anyone tell me what's wrong with my body?  Go see doctor la!  Whatever. This losing appetite thing definitely do not bring any good news to my weight. Even though I don't really care much about them. Well, sometimes.  Oh yeah. I opened up his Facebook. Yes, I have his passwords just to check in and everything and also stalking those beautiful girls whom he added because I am not bothered to have any of them in my Facebook account.  And, as soon as I entered log-in, Facebook gave him this warning. To stop adding friends.  Haha. I don't understand why h

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all. As you all knew, our result had come out yesterday, oh wait, you don't, ahh, you knew now.  And so my result dropped like hell. I was freaking out. Still am though. But whatever. What's done cannot be undone..  So, as the heartbreaking news entered my heart, I was desperately needed someone to listen. Of course, I could not tell my parent about my result, nor others in the house. So, I called him. AA.  I called him like zillion times and he didn't even pick up any of my calls. As I was getting angry and mad at him, I decided to stop calling him and sent Ima a message instead.  Then for a while, I received a phone call. Unknown number. Luckily I picked it up. Cause sometimes I don't. Unless the unknown caller calls me twice then I will pick up just in case it's an emergency.  So the unknown caller was actually AA. He told me he couldn't pick up the phone cause it was locked in his room. He couldn'

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all.. The result has come out. Mine. Sucks! It dropped. Congratulations. I deserved it, thank you very much. Now I mean it, gonna kill someone. Might not be my little sister. Oh, maybe not someone. Something I guess. Zombies.. Plant vs Zombies, I am back! And I am freaking mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You are so DEAD!!!!!

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all. You know how little sisters and brothers are meant to annoy you? haha. No lah. Well, sometimes. :P  Still, here's a story of me and my beloved little sister of Form 2.  Sleeping habit. I guess everyone has it. If not sleeping habit, perhaps sleeping pattern? Haha. It’s about the same.  Anyway, here’s a story of my little sister who always make me wake up in the middle of the night, in shock!  Our beds are the double-Decker bed. And it has the additional bed which can be push to the space under the bed. Well, here’s the picture of our beds. What can I say? I’m suck in using Photoshop. So, this little sister sleeps quite erm, how do I put it into words, I mean, she’s not exactly sleeping still but she moves around a lot. Not to forget about the sounds she produces like groaning, euughhh, arghhh, and so on. Yes. Indeed. It is very disturbing. But I can’t help it though. So in the middle of the night wh

I was having conversation with my boyfriend, late at night. It’s a routine though.  We were talking about sleeping and stuff.  Suddenly he asked, awak nak turu pukul berapa?   I thought he was misspelling or something so I asked, turu?  Oh, it’s actually Javanese language and it means, sleep.  Turu = sleep  Take note everyone. Goodnight.

I love Internet. Why? Simply because it knows pretty much everything. I can easily type in and click on search and voila, there you go, the thing that I need at that moment. But recently, being at home and having nothing much to do except for annoying my little brother and sisters, (please don’t ask me how I do it), and helping mom with chores, I end up sitting in front of my laptop either downloading movies or playing whatever games provided or copied in my laptop. That’s it! My home is provided with internet connection. Mind you, it is not wireless thus since I am like the lady boss, so I conquer the wire. Even though sometimes I might be fighting over the internet wire with my little brother who is 5 years old. Urghh… Right now, with the Internet wire is plugged in my laptop, I have no idea what to surf. I just open up Facebook, Blog, and Youtube. That’s all. Ah, plus Skype. I don’t know why I have no idea what to surf even though my bookmark in Google is full of

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all..  Who says teaching is easy? Even though I have studied about teaching and soon be practicing it in school, I still think it is not an easy job to do.  Just think of this, lets say you have a small brother or sister, around 4-5 years old. He or she wants to make a paper plane. So, he or she confronts you and asks you to teach how to make that paper plane. After a few trials, still, a single plane has not been completely made. That's because he or she does not own the same level and as brainy as you are. So you become very impatient and say to your brother or sister, "Here, let me do it for you."  Simple.Easy.Done. Then you continue doing whatever it is that you are doing.  You may be very very satisfied with yourself. Ahh.. I have made my little sister or brother happy. Now he can play.  What you may never know is, your little brother and sister will never learn anything if you do it for them. They maybe can do it

Assalamualaikum wbt n peace upon all... Today's date is 12/11/2012. Duh.. Everyone knows that. I just want to say, I am amazed how fast time flies. Can you believe it, the last thing you remember you were still at school. Giggling with your friends, talking about things that are so not related to your studies, admiring the same person at school, admiring idols and everything. Now, you have family of your own, you are graduating.  And me, I still remember the date when I enter this institute. Not a mental institute, mind you. It's an institute for teachers' training. I look at the old pictures and smile and wonder, why the hell i took pictures like that?  The next month, it is a new semester. Semester 5. Means, I have 3 semesters left before graduating. And ! I am going to be a teacher soon. For the next semester, my batch needs to go to school, for one month practicum. Can you imagine? Me, a teacher? Who am I kidding?  These are the pictures when I was