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you don't own me

some people are plain ridiculous. like seriously. sometimes it amused me, sometimes i do think they're annoying but anyway it just parts of my life that i have to go through everyday. for instance.  there was a time when i went out with my colleagues which i don't do often because i don't want to be involved with after work relationships like really. just because the three of us always hanging out does not mean that we always spent our time together. there was time when we just didn't have everyday conversation at all but we're still fine the very next day.  so today i was quite annoyed with some of the colleagues' remarks.  A: wouldnt it be great if i can go to this place *mentions the place that we went to* (spoke damn loud) me: go lah. nearby right.  A: nobody wants to ask me  me: i was the driver only what. that's why i get to eat.  B: eh, we weren't talking about you.  me: what's there to hide, you've known it for a f

bye bye brangelina

rest in peace brangelina recently there is a news outbreak regarding Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt's separation. and i read something about this from the page truth slap. quoted truth slap in facebook: 1. there will never be a perfect relationship. sometimes, what we see on their social media accounts is the way opposite of the real situation. 2. trust your instincts. it has been reported that angelina has long been feeling that brad is cheating on her. then, she was right at the end. 3. being strong. angelina was even the one who filed the divorce. she's so strong that even if it hurts, she has to do it. 4. be independent. even if they will soon be on their separate ways, angelina can stand because she earns a living. she doesn't depend on her husband. 5. a cheater will always be a cheater. brad has long been rumored to have multiple relationships even before he met angelina. 6. some boys will always fall out of love once you are no longer

Waiting

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I guess as a human being, we love giving advices to people, even when they dont ask for it. Why? Maybe because we care about them? Or perhaps we want to show them how perfect we are and they have to take every little advices given by us for them to succeed. Some people succeed because Allah give permission for it to succeed. Even if somebody has followed the same steps from A till Z, if Allah does not give permission then it wont happen. Really. I have no point actually. I am just saying and typing my random thoughts probably because i am so bored waiting for us to get a locker. He asked me to sit down with all of our stuff so that he can play games while waiting in the line. I rolled my eyes at him and followed his instruction as a wife must do. Urgh. Cant wait to be in water because it is freaking hot here. Spot him playing game.

People

People care too much or dont at all? There are people who loooveeee shoving things and their beliefs down people's throats. Dont they know? If someone is to behave a certain way, he/she would have done that. Yes you can show them they way but you cant hate them not wanting to follow what you preach. I am sleepy and a bit angry. But whatever. Goodnight.
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My first movie with husband. Yes. It is now official that we are a married couple. We watched train to busan while my brother and sisters watched one piece gold. We had fun.

Tips mekap orang melayu

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Ilmu mekap sangat lah luas. Bukan nak kata aku ni expert. Big no no. Based on my experiences, which is tak banyak pun tapi ada gak la dalam 5 tahun menjadi pengguna mekap tegar, i have learnt few things which I'm gonna share em here. No 1 Choose the best foundation. Ni memang penting. Sebab apa? Satu, dia adalah alas kepada mekap yg lain. No dua, kalau salah pilih boleh buat muka jadi kusam and kau kena guna mekap hari2 for the rest of ur life which of course la kan sapa lah mau. Sebab kalau tak mekap muka nampak kusam. No 2 For lipsticks, atau apa2 lah utk bibir, guna lah brand yg mahai sikit. Jangan beli brand yg murah murah. Bahagian bibir ni macam sensitif sikit. Kalau kau salah guna product, kesan yg kau akan dapat memang cepat. And tak salah mencuba sebab different people have different reactions to things. So kau kena banyak cuba. Aku pernah ja salah pakai lipstick and aku tau ianya tak sesuai bila mana keliling bibir rasa kasar and rasa ada biji2 tumbuh. And that lipsti

Thinking of my past and a note.

It is nearly 4 a.m. and i couldnt make myself sleep again. I woke up and tried to go back to sleep but i couldnt.  My wedding is three days away. To think back i really am grateful to Allah for giving me the chance to build a family with him. I pray for marrying the right person. Who loves me for who i am and not what i am. To think back for what had happened earlier this year, my emotions came again. All of my feelings and each of every moment that has happened, .... There is no more words to describe how i had felt before and now. I know i shouldn't be thinking much about the past because i have no power to change it anymore, but i like to go back to the past at times to remind myself how strong i actually am and just how lucky i am to be able to be with him. I still remember asking him to marry someone else and i even asked him to promise me to marry that person. With swollen eyes due to our break up,he didnt want to make that promise with me. I even told him, i cant be happy

Kisah ayu aziz

Kisah ayu aziz. I am nobody to her. Like tak kenal pun. She chose to put her personal life for public to read. Which is i have nothing against that. Dia punya keputusan. It is her decision.  At first people sympathized with her. Yelah. Sebab kes suami pukul isteri then took her son away from her. Salah siapa? I have no idea. Sebab things happened for a reason. I always believed in that.  Orang sekarang dah jadi judgemental. They think they have a right to tell people what to do. The looooveee giving advices. But when people dont follow the advices given they stay away. Come on.  Really? Then ayu decided utk berbaik semula dgn suami dia and people went frantic because of this. Kenapa? Kenapa kau nak sangat ayu tu bercerai dgn suami dia? Yes. Dia buat salah. He knew that. He is ready to change. Orang kutuk dia dengan teruk i guess. Sampai dia boleh post stuff like that on fb. Tell u what people, biarlah. Tu keputusan dia. Tu kehidupan dia. Why do u want to be a God in her situat