Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

alright guys. so sorry for the lateness to update. i've been very busy ever since the day i started my practicum. i am just gonna go straight where i am heading. i read a news in facebook saying that a father reported to the police that his child was caned at school because her child did not finish her homework.  i must say that there are always two sides of the story. what we probably did not know that, the child perhaps has not been exposed to being punished for what she is supposed to do but did not do. that is one possibility, that is why she's cannot cope with being punished and feeling stressful about the incident.  another possibility is that, the child did not feel guilty at all for not finishing her homework. perhaps she thinks that she did not deserve any homework at all.  okay, that's the negative story of it. perhaps. it may be and may be not true.  let's take a look at the positive side of the story.  perhaps, that child was given

currently i am still in school. i am very stressed out now. why?  first, my lesson did not go well (this is normal anyway), the kids don't understand me, i expect too much from them, they are naughty, i really feel like i want to strangle those kids.  secondly, this week, there are just too much work. i have to prepare my lesson plan for tomorrow and also for next monday. you think it's easy is it? you can't copy paste it because it has to work based on your students, how good they are. but mine, is always not so good. i have to scream to the top of my lung and every time my class is finished, my throat felt very hurt. i can't even drink because this is a fasting month. of course lah, i felt jealous towards hanim, she doesn't even have to teach grammar which means, she has two periods off!she also doesn't need to do the pbs thing because the class teacher does not trust the practicum teacher to assess the students. damn i am super jealous. -..-'

i am a person who really can't stand bugs. did i tell you before. yeah, i think i have.  the only thing i will never touch is, the old trash with maggots.. yucks. hearing its name, or mentioning its name is making me wanting to vomit... puke puke puke... yes...  i hate that..  if i someone ever give that thing to me apparently as joke, then don't be surprised if i ended his or her life.  i am serious man... i totally hate that creature... so much.. i still remember, when i was in my previous rent house, that creature attacked us (our kitchen). i did not take the responsibility to clean it up because the one who was responsible for throwing the trash was not me. so, touching that creature was a hell no no to me.  seriously....  i stayed away far from the kitchen.. if that creature suddenly crawled up to my feet, even after washing my feet with soap, like twice, put lotion some more after that, i could still feel its dirtiness on my feet.. 

quite recently i bought a smartphone (android) for a cheap price. so, i was kinda excited to download all those apps. but,  i wanted to chat with him through we chat, line, whatsapp, etc. so i asked him to buy an android too.  but he refused....... OMG that's just because he's afraid. he's afraid that i will check everything on his phone and get caught later on.  even with his phone right now, i always asked for it and read all his messages.  it's not that i am a paranoid girlfriend who doesn't trust her boyfriend, i just wanted to know how is he when he's messaging with his friends and what are they talking about (so keypochi).. that's all..  that's just his reason but i am sure going to force him to buy one.  but then he questioned me back, when am i going to save money to marry you....  ^.^ what a demanding girlfriend he has.. 

For this month (Ramadhan), I think I want to post about this.  I actually heard this on the radio this morning while driving to college.  The topic was 'The random act of kindness.'  Have you experienced it before? Or perhaps do it before?  Perhaps I might, but I'm not really sure now. Usually when the one who does the kindness will not really remember it but the one who receives the kindness will never forget.  Well, isn't that is always the way?  Here goes my story of the random act of kindness. Experienced by me and till today I am still grateful for what she did for me.  The night before I had to go for my BIG program at Taiping, I washed my clothes. But since it's at night, I did not hang the clothes because I intended to do it in the morning.  But, I was running late on that morning and I left the house without hanging my clothes to dry.  I just left without thinking about the clothes. Having a great moment there and every

blurry eyes full of tears I'm not sure of what I really want anymore.. It hurts. 

I got bored so I looked up for few things. For instance, I looked up for these... I bet girls's eyes are widening right now. Picture 1  Picture 2 Picture 3 Picture 4 Picture 5 Which one would you prefer?  Well, I kinda like all of them, but if I were to choose ONLY ONE, I would go for ring no 4.  I seriously don't care how much it's going to cost me, or how late my wedding's gonna be. I MUST have this ring for my wedding ring. yerp. That's right baby. Then only I can be proud that I AM MARRIED!  I am super greedy right now.  My money what? or My husband's. Not yours. So stop caring.. 

I guess being a human, you can't really escape from the realm of 'falling in love' or the least, 'liking someone'.  When that time comes, then we start to listen to romantic songs or love songs that we have never even think about to listen to them.  While listening to the love songs, we imagine ourselves dedicating that song to our love or crush.. Okay. I said this based from my experience. LOL But, to me the most romantic song ever is from Daniel Beddingfield entitles If you're not the one.  It's so romantic that I really wish that my future husband will sing this song to me. But mind you, not everybody has the talent to sing. Anyway, the lyrics is so beautiful that I never really get bored listening to it for thousand times!  You should listen to it too. :) Later peeps XOXO

I love to see or own cute things. Is it a crime? No right? I have every right to like cute things or even act cute or fyi, I am naturally cute.. LOL I like it how we can choose and pick theme in google chrome. I think it's kinda cool for them to actually think about it because most people will spend most of their time googling or surfing the internet. So why not having  to see something that is beautiful to our liking. Why Not??? So, here's my new theme for my google chrome. Please do agree with me that this theme is awesome! To me, this is super cute. One probably because it's pink! But it is still beautiful though. Please agree!!!  Well, that's all for this entry. Hee XOXO