Lovely Goddess; Cause Life is Damn Beautiful

disappointment. everyone hates it. so do i. i read a tweet that says "Expect nothing and you won't be disappointed." somehow it seems so true. we always have expectations. it doesn't matter what the expectation is but we do expect something right? we expect someone to be nice at us but it turns out that person stabbed us behind our back. we studied so hard for the exam and we expect to score with flying colours but it turned out bad. see. we always expect something. i also cannot escape from this reality. it just happened to me a lot lately. i just don't want to mention it because somebody might get hurt. so i will just keep it to myself. what i am trying to say is, i actually learned my lesson. i should never expect something. because i cannot cope with failure and disappointment. yes. true enough. we never have the power to control what is going to happen. unless we have gods power of course then you won't feel the disappointment thrown at your face. but it

wishing you happy birthday sayang. may Allah bless you always. belajar rajin-rajin. may you succeed in whatever you do in your life. i'll be praying for you. :') 

this is how my google looks like. how yours? :') 

this is what i love to do when i have two hours to prepare for a date. :P

i am this type of a person! LOL

me: i don't know what to do. i just woke up. i am bored. and i am lazy. BFF: don't do anything. don't ever think of doing anything.. i like that.. muahahahaha..  oh my laziness.... it has reached its maximum level... 

hey guys..  right now i am acting, eh no i am not acting, i am super duper hungry. but i am also super duper lazy to cook or even to go out and have my dinner. extremely exhausted today. last night i only slept for few hours and the sleeping phase was not even correct. i slept for a while then i woke up to finish my work. so sleepy the next morning until two packets of nescafe did not work on me. i was like a zombie this morning.  terrible habit of mine. yesterday i only ate at the evening. today, guess what i ate? two bites of pau, you can call it bread with stuffing inside it and few bites of fried chicken which was not even mine, it was Eqa's. she invited me to eat so i ate some because i was so hungry.  this is all because of that psv assignments. realizing it too late that i have to do tons of it has turned me into a zombie today. now my stomach is very warm like it wants something to digest. *sigh.. i only have junk foods here in my room. no healthy food at all..

i had been doing a lot this week. my assignments. my micro teaching and such. so busy. and hectic. no doubt about that. but i managed to look for the happiness with the people around me. they gave me the meaning of life. everyone matters to me. :')  butterfly!!  favourite minyak angin. must have!!  waiting for him to pick me up.. <3> favourite ride ever! thanks darling. :') 

lately my life is very hectic. lots of assignments to be submitted. luckily the lecturers tolerated well and well, they extended the submission date. but it still won't change anything. i still have to do it somehow. so i decided today is going to be assignments marathon. i really want to sit up in front of my laptop and start to do my assignments. two assignments to be exact. i want to finish it by today. it's my goal. i don't know if i can reach that goal but i am definitely determined to do it. wish me luck.