my cute student; shahrul

after one whole day at school far away from Ampang yesterday, i felt super tired and also gloomy. the weather was scorching hot so it made me feel exhausted real quick. luckily, we went back early. but not so early if you think 1 hour and a half of driving in the car is fast enough. 

nope. i was super tired. yesterday's match, well, we didn't get any places at all. probably because we didn't train them. we were busy with something else. luckily i was helped by the teacher in the club as well. she did all the work. i just gave her instructions. lol. like a boss. 

anyway, i just wanted to say, for the last few days, i was always super tired. so today, even when i was at school, i felt gloomy, deep in my stomach that i lost appetite. my friend was worried if i got sick when i didn't eat. i seriously just didn't have the appetite to eat anymore since all i did was thinking about my car that broke down. super sad. 

even when i entered the class for the examination, i barely spoke anything. i just gave out few instructions and i sat there read the book i bought when i went to aeon last monday. 

until, i had to go out for my last class, which was the last class of year 5, the naughtiest class ever. 

so i got inside and trust me, the kids were not afraid of me at all. since i have a small physique, just about their size, they didn't think of me as a teacher at all. nothing threatening. 

i just let them do anything they want until the question papers were delivered to the class. yes. we have examination papers delivery here in our school. anyway, when i first gave them the papers they kept fooling around. they were quiet for the first 5 minutes and then, pff. haywire and there were so many of them who talked. since they didn't quite understand or know how to answer the questions, they just answered it anyhow they can. they didn't think at all. 

to me, i kept thinking, how frustrating it must had been for them to look at the exam papers and know nothing at all. i pitied them. even though during my days, i couldn't care less if i got any wrong answers, unless i did my studying. lol.

moving on, after ten minutes i distribute the papers, there were some of them who had already finished answering. i know. amazing right. but i am pretty sure all they did was answering however they can without thinking. 

some of them couldn't even read, how do you expect them to answer questions papers on their own. 

when they had finished answering the questions, they started to fool around. i was angry. i did everything that i could including you know my style, hit them with the book, but they were not afraid at all.

despite all the naughty things that the students did to me, there was one student who had a crush on me, he looked very angry and stressed out when his classmates made me angry. no kidding. he kept looking at their friends with heavy breaths just like a dragon wanting to blow out the fire. 

he is eleven years old, yet he knows how to look after the woman he likes. i bet he is going to be the sweetest husband of all. not for me lah obviously. he kept asking his friends to be quiet and look in front instead of talking and chit chatting with their friends behind them. 

to shahrul, i hopefully, and i pray that you will be a good man with a kind heart. i am looking forward to see you in the future. and this teacher really really wants you to be successful in your life. 

:)