Upset

I guess i was not upset about him. I was upset with myself. I am disappointed in myself because of the incident. When i used to swear id do anything for him. But turned out i couldnt or maybe, i didnt.

It was wrong. I was wrong. Half of me is asking to beg for forgiveness but my ego just wont allow it. He asked me nicely just now if i wanted to eat the food he brought home for me. I answered him with a cold answer. Gosh.

Really.

Going to poop really does make u think clearly.