Terrible partner

I am a terrible partner. He didn't tell me he is in trouble and he let the burden be on his shoulder on his own. I wasn't aware of that and i have no right to interfere with his family's matter.

With our wedding is gonna be near soon, i am sure he is in a lot of stress. And here i am crying because i am just a terrible partner. For what i have known i am in this relationship with the equation of we deal with it together. If it is up,up we go, if it is down, down we are.

I was just selfish enough not to think of him and his situation. I hate myself now and ever. I promised myself and him to make him happy but now what do i do? He feels terrible right now and i do nothing.

I am gonna hold on to this one guy because nobody made me as crazy happy as him.

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