p.e.r.t.e.m.u.a.n.

do we still remember when is the first time we met our best friend? or even our crush? or, do i still remember? let me think about it.... i cannot promise you i do remember but, i can still remember a few things. i have a lot of friend, and to remember how i met them at the first place, it might seems impossible, isn't it? but it is possible actually...

this is a very own personal story which i just want to share. the first time ever i met him was at pusat islam al-hidayah~~ fuhh... our surau laa.. i don't know if he still remember this but i am quite shocked myself to actually remember this. there, we had our meeting, and of course, ice breaking session for me, coz me for the first meeting i was absent. this is not something that i want. frankly speaking. honestly. this isn't. i just filled up the forms and i was hardly believe that i was actually chosen to be in the group. hahah. i did it at the first place because of the leader. i did that just to make a friend of mine jealous. i AM naughty~~~ kuang3... but UNFORTUNATELY as soon as i got into the group, the leader was transferred into another group. hahaha.. ok, my bad intention was not successful.

we hardly met at the administration blocks because my class was not situated there. so we usually met at our meeting which was in the surau. no where else. starting from there, we got to know each other. but not more than that. trust me. so why am i writing about him if he's just an ordinary friend? good question ! i just felt like i want to write. hahahaha... i can write about anyone i want, anytime watt~~

of course, when we met someone, someday somehow, we'll have to leave them behind or we go on a separate ways. that is just what happen in life. though it's hurt, but if you just realize how small the world is, you probably will not be that sad. :)

maybe we don't want to meet him or her again due to some reasons, but the world is small babe. you cannot run away from it. IF only you go to north and south poles and live there forever, you will never meet them again. ok, that's impossible~~

i wish that i can meet with all my old friends again... because everyone now has gone to their own way. their own life, where we hardly heard their news and all that.

anyways, it is not that the first meeting is REALLY important. it is your time with him or her that values the most. isn't it. just think back, how far you really care for a person and how valuable your relationship is. is it cheap? i love all my friends~~

notakaki: sebenaqnya, tersangattlah bosan tak tau nak buat apa.. saja nak menggatai tulih benda ni. walau bosan, aku tak mau balik maktabb!!! *memberontak!!*