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i know i haven't been blogging much last month. i bet on january as well. 

February was not an easy month for me. in terms of work, there was tons of work that i had to do but my mind was not really focusing on work. i was badly affected by my love relationship. 

i admit, there was part where i did wrong. there was part where he did wrong. it was never 100% his fault nor mine. no, relationship does not work that way. 

i took this as a test to see whether we are still strong together or not. 

sadly, there was a day where i gave up. but then i realized my mistake and i immediately wanted him back. but he refused. 

then, somehow, he felt lost, and i felt lost, then the day after, we're back together. i wasn't strong. 

i cried a lot. i was in pain. lots of times. it was really really really hard. 

but then,

it was all in the past now. now that we made it through, still together, i am just thankful enough. 

having him by my side is one of the things i hope i would never take for granted, AGAIN. 

sayang, 

one day, inshaAllah, i pray for us to be together. let us a little bit more for more good news to come. i hope everything is eased for us. aamiin.