teacher trainees and practicum misconception
here's a rant about practicum and the misconception.
lots of teacher trainees who are in my batch are still continuing their practicum session. hey, 3 weeks left. who's happy. ME!
i know that it is very difficult to face this challenge. with the super load of works. and tons of assignments, i believe even sleeping will make you feel guilty which, happens once in a blue moon.
here's what i think is right, and what i think is wrong.
everyone wants the label A in their slip and also to increase their pointer. so, they work so hard for the practicum. some have succeeded, some might fail. some might even feel totally stress out due to the inability to satisfy the needs of the lecturers, the needs of the cooperative teacher, and the needs of the students.
one self reflection to be made for myself and also, for you.
when the lecturer is not coming to observe you, how did you teach the pupils? are you feeling eager to teach, or you just want to kill the time and do what you think, you want to do to the pupils. after all, you are just a trainee teacher. you still don't have the responsibility towards your pupils, right?
who cares if they learn or not in your class? right?
do you have this when you enter the class?
what do you think?
are you feeling guilty now?
i am sure, i am.
this is wrong dear trainee teachers. as i told my friend, you don't teach to let another human to judge and label you. you teach because the pupils have every right to learn.
you teach because you want your pupils to learn. this practicum, i don't really care how i do to make the lecturer impresses on my performance, i teach with my heart because this cute little ones deserve knowledge that i have.
and whether i fail or not, just take a look at my pupils. yes, i still couldn't manage to make them fully discipline and stop then when they're chit chatting. i did that too back in school.
but, when one of the weak pupils of mine can read in front of her whole class, i felt like jumping in happiness. you wouldn't understand that feeling unless everything you teach comes from sincerity in your heart.
let a human judge and pass a label for you. that's from his/her point of view. the point of view from Allah, is what we're looking for.
i know, i am not pious so i don't have the right to talk about Islam and ikhlas and everything.
but, yow, this is my blog. whatever i do and say here, i have all the right to do that.
dislike, leave,
like, do what you gotta do and do it right.
lots of teacher trainees who are in my batch are still continuing their practicum session. hey, 3 weeks left. who's happy. ME!
i know that it is very difficult to face this challenge. with the super load of works. and tons of assignments, i believe even sleeping will make you feel guilty which, happens once in a blue moon.
here's what i think is right, and what i think is wrong.
everyone wants the label A in their slip and also to increase their pointer. so, they work so hard for the practicum. some have succeeded, some might fail. some might even feel totally stress out due to the inability to satisfy the needs of the lecturers, the needs of the cooperative teacher, and the needs of the students.
one self reflection to be made for myself and also, for you.
when the lecturer is not coming to observe you, how did you teach the pupils? are you feeling eager to teach, or you just want to kill the time and do what you think, you want to do to the pupils. after all, you are just a trainee teacher. you still don't have the responsibility towards your pupils, right?
who cares if they learn or not in your class? right?
do you have this when you enter the class?
what do you think?
are you feeling guilty now?
i am sure, i am.
this is wrong dear trainee teachers. as i told my friend, you don't teach to let another human to judge and label you. you teach because the pupils have every right to learn.
you teach because you want your pupils to learn. this practicum, i don't really care how i do to make the lecturer impresses on my performance, i teach with my heart because this cute little ones deserve knowledge that i have.
and whether i fail or not, just take a look at my pupils. yes, i still couldn't manage to make them fully discipline and stop then when they're chit chatting. i did that too back in school.
but, when one of the weak pupils of mine can read in front of her whole class, i felt like jumping in happiness. you wouldn't understand that feeling unless everything you teach comes from sincerity in your heart.
let a human judge and pass a label for you. that's from his/her point of view. the point of view from Allah, is what we're looking for.
i know, i am not pious so i don't have the right to talk about Islam and ikhlas and everything.
but, yow, this is my blog. whatever i do and say here, i have all the right to do that.
dislike, leave,
like, do what you gotta do and do it right.
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