Monster

I did something bad today. I had always been angry at this one particular kid. When i scolded him he would smile. Rudely. As if i am the joke.

I hold that anger for too long.

And today i blew up. I got so angry with him and i said the worst thing to him.

I know. I am at fault. I am the adult here and he is just a kid.

But i can't control him. He likes to talk back without me asking. I know he is just a human and is just normal for him to be like that but we are not living in America.

We are living in a country with politeness and respect towards the elders.

I just dont know how to react to this monster.