rant

i want to teach the kids about life. but the education system does not provide me with the right time to do just that.

i want to make them experience the whole world. enjoying life a little. and not being too rigid.

i want them to know it is okay if you are not good in English as long as they respect their teachers, their friends.

i know i am not perfect.

i have so many sins.

at times i feel hopeless just seeing them.

at times i feel pity of them.

BUT

i guess wanting to achieve the level of what we call 'standard' i forget the kind of teacher i want to be.

i forget about it is okay if they are less bright than others. it is okay if they make mistakes. they are learning. and it is not a sin to make a mistake in a world of language. as long as they love and enjoy it, then it is okay for me.

i forget.

instead, i became a teacher who is very strict and fierce and making sure they do their homework has become my priority instead of making sure that learning take place.

i don't want to teach them about things that they aren't gonna use in the future.

i want them to learn about life.

life as it is.

there are ups and downs  in just about everything.

it is okay to make mistakes. accept. embrace life.

life is not about making sure that the homework done is 100% correct.

no.

it ain't.

dear Am, please be a teacher you wish to have in your life.

forget the standard. just, teach.