it's nothing, really...

things always occur unexpectedly and sometimes they just happen the way we planned. what do you expect? it's LIFE we are talking about. thus in everything we do, we must always have back up plans. think wisely before you act. if you're not, you will be regretting things that happened to you. 

last night was a very heavy burden to me. i felt nothing at first but i am feeling it right now. perhaps i am going through hormonal changes right now (maybe). when i think back about what happened last night, i'll be letting a huge sigh. a heavy one. but, i know that there's not nothing i can't do, there is something i can do about it. 

i'll just say people come and stop by in your life, some stay permanently and some don't.. while i have everyone that i love around me, i'll appreciate them so much. 

to shiron, please take note that i will always love you and as i said previously, i want to be there for you through the happiest time of your life and through the moments when you think your world is falling apart. i'll do my best. 

anyway, i really feel like i should cry but i'm enduring this pain. >.<

to that person (if you're reading this) you shouldn't use other people's name just to escape from something that you want  to avoid. but i'm not gonna be mad about this. just want you to know that. let this be a lesson to both of us. :)